Thursday, September 29, 2011

So You Can Know!

Yesterday, in Jesus Calling, the author used as a Scripture reference, Ephesians 3:16-19. While I was reading it though, I backed up to verse 13 to try to understand what Paul was saying. Here's what I came away with:

13 "Therefore I ask you not to lose heart at my tribulations on your behalf, for they are your glory.
 14For this reason I bow my knees before the Father,  15 from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name, 16 that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with power through His Spirit in the inner man, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; and that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19 and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God."

What a loaded passage! I've read through this several times since yesterday morning and I'm still asking Holy Spirit to help me sort through it. You know that I make no claims of Biblical scholarship. As I first read it, here's...in a nutshell...how it hit me:

"Angela, your trials and tribulations will never be wasted. They have happened so that others can KNOW the depth of My love for them."

Teary-eyed, I couldn't quite process all that this passage meant. So as I've pondered it several times more and I've asked the Holy Spirit to help me understand better...I've gone through word by word and tried to "unpack" it as some would say...because, boy is it packed!!! [Bear in mind, I'm not writing "Angela's translation"...just trying to understand better.]

v13: Because (in v12 we are told we have boldness and confident access to God through faith in Jesus), do not lose heart at my trouble or anguish on your behalf, for they are to you honor.
v14: Because they are for your honor, I bow my knees before the Father,
v15: the whole family in heaven and on earth receive their name from our Father,
v16: in the way that will absolutely best display His true character, I ask that He would give you strength and power that you receive through His Holy Spirit who dwells inside of you,
v17: His Spirit's strength and power will increase your faith to believe that Jesus Messiah actually dwells in your hearts, and this roots you and grounds you in love,
v18: being grounded in love helps you to understand or comprehend, along with all of the other holy ones (the saints) just how high, how deep, how long, how wide
v19: and to know...fully, completely, without a doubt...the love of Jesus Messiah...and it is a love that makes no sense...but you can be filled up to the point of being full...of God (who after all is Love!).

What an amazing God!

I know I took about twice the amount of words to break down what Paul wrote much more eloquently. But this has blown me away and I still don't completely understand it.

What Holy Spirit also brought to remembrance when I was processing through this, was a few months ago when a friend said to me, 'Angela, the things you've gone through have earned you the right to be heard by the single moms you know.' I knew what she meant. Because I don't have the common ground of single parenthood, I could very easily appear as condescending or rude. But having gone through great tragedy, having had the earth fall away from underneath me, drowning in sorrow and grief and utter dependence on God to provide are commonalities no matter what the specific circumstances were.

This was God's way of reminding me of this for the past two days, I am certain. When the temptation comes...and I'm realizing it will come...to think, 'Why do I have the right to speak to women (single or not) about "weightlessness" or "chasing lions"?' 'Who am I to tell single moms that God will never forget them and He will provide for them?' 'Why would they believe that God still loves them no matter the past, no matter the pain?'...God has graciously given me this passage in advance. It's my "stake in the ground" so to speak. This is a place I can hang my faith because I am promised that my tribulations are not worthless.

And the passage that comes right on the heels of verse 19?...one I have loosely quoted so many times on this blog and in personal conversations, I cannot even begin to count: v20 "Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us..."

My trials = they can KNOW God's love fully = He can do more than I can ever imagine (and I have an amazingly vivid and huge imagination!).

So I can't leave this without asking the following: What trials have you experienced that He wants to turn into an opportunity to fill up someone else with His love? Think about it...ask Him why and how...and prepare to be amazed as He does more than you could ever dream!


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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Wait For the LORD

Even though some might view it as mundane, it has been a blessed day in the Lord. [Funny how as I walk further on in this journey, I sound more like an old church lady! I guess they didn't always sound that way either!] But why so blessed? Because He has been faithful to give me Scriptures and reminders of just how amazing He is!

I've been starting my secluded time with Him each morning reading the daily devotion from Jesus Calling. I'd begun doing this because some days I pray and meditate so long that I don't get to my Bible study as often as I'd like. Each day the author, Sarah Young, includes at least two and often more Scriptures that pertain to the devotion she has written.

I'm am always encouraged by this little devotional book, but I am often challenged as well. Today was a blend of both. Here's the part that hit me:
"Thank Me for your neediness, which is building trust-bonds between us. If you look back on your journey thus far, you can see that days of extreme weakness have been some of your most precious times."

Immediately, I was reminded of my pure petrification (that is a word, right?) at going out to ask business owners for donations for our 24-Hour African Famine Event. I blogged about this some in I Needed This One Today.

The next situation Holy Spirit reminded me of ties into the Scripture mentioned in that same blog post, Hebrews 12:1. Interestingly enough, I spoke to the ladies of our home school co-op this past Friday on this exact same Scripture. But Holy Spirit was having me tie it into the idea of Weightlessness that God first began to plant in my heart and in my head back in April.

Why can't we experience a complete absence of worry, guilt, doubt, fear, shame, regret, etc. here and now not just after we die? After all, didn't Jesus teach His disciples to pray, "Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven."? (Matthew 6:10) Isn't just a little further down in Chapter 6 where He goes into great detail about why we shouldn't worry? And in verse 33 He commands me to "Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and all these things (food, clothing and drink) will be provided to you."

So how come we are still such a stressed out, overwrought, depressed, guilt-ridden and shamed culture...and I'm not talking about non-Christians...I'm talking about those of us in the church? Could it be...is it remotely possible...that the primary reason is because we don't "Wait for the LORD"?  In fact, either while I was speaking or while praying for the groups of ladies during each of the three sessions on Friday, I felt specifically led to stress that becoming "Weightless" is not just another task for them to do. They are not to try to take it into their own hands to fix...but to go the One that knows them best...tell Him honestly, "God, here's the "stuff" I need to dump."...ask Him how and wait for Him to show you.

It seems I've been having a lot of this same discussion recently. And it's not just been with one or two people...it's becoming a repeated theme. Now, it might be asked in different ways...using different words...but what I'm coming to realize is that it all seems to boil down to this same idea: 'How can I (Angela) possibly know that the thoughts, ideas, plans, rationales, etc. that I am experiencing are truly from the Holy Spirit?' Put another way: 'How can you possibly discern that what you're describing as the Spirit of God's leading, voice, plan, decision, etc., is in fact, Him and not you?'

Funny enough the biggest reason that I know it is Him and not me is one that may actually sound arrogant if I were to quickly reply thus: "I know it's Him...because I don't feel the need to defend this."

To some, that may sound prideful and rude...but only I (and even better yet, God) know my heart. And even though I may be passionately explaining why I know it's the Holy Spirit...that's because I so very much want them to experience the same freedom of taking their hands off of their lives. In my heart I know  I am not just defending my actions. I am at complete peace with God defending Himself to them...that's not my job! And if I walk away from a conversation and the other paryt still doesn't understand what I'm saying or is even a little angry with me...I'm okay with that...all I can do is speak truth. It is not my burden to make someone see my point of view and agree with it.

But as I've been having some of these conversations what repeatedly comes up is to remind them that I am a planner. I've also blogged about this a few times before. And for the first time, I have no long range plans. I have no agendas. I have no desire to get from A to B in a specific amount of time. This from the lady that has wasted not just hours but days or even weeks of her lifetime developing plans that never see the light of day...and then being frustrated that they don't come to fruition. No...I have become content to "Wait For the LORD". To be truthful though...there are still some issues where I am running ahead...and God in His patience and grace is revealing those to me, helping me process through them with Him and lovingly guiding me on how to change this behavior.

The freedom though, that comes from knowing that I unequivocally abdicated my control of my life and repeat doing so each and every morning...to the Creator of the Universe and to trust that He will lead me, guide me, love me and whisper to me where to turn and when...is worth absolutely every pain, heartache, trial, temptation, tragedy and disgrace I've had to face to get here.

I just told someone last week during one of these conversations, 'I have spent almost 43 years taking everything into my own hands and doing it my way. I'm sick (to the point of puking) of living my life this way. I want no part of being in control again. I make a mess of it so I'm going to let Him be in charge.'

The follow-up to all of these conversations, lessons shared and memories remembered today wasone of the passages to read for Jesus Calling, Psalm 27:13-14,
"I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living.
Wait for the LORD
Be strong and let your heart take courage;
Yes, wait for the LORD." (bold emphasis mine)

Yes, in His timing, in His way and even in His power (given by His Holy Spirit), He will display His active goodness in my LIFE. I don't have to wait until Heaven. His kingdom is here and now! But, what do I have to do? That's right..."Wait for the LORD".

I know this is long...but I can't leave this off...because so many of you don't even know about this! Back in May, I had what I thought was a great idea to host a "free garage sale" to single moms. They would be able to come and shop for free clothes and small household items that had been donated. With very little prayer and thought, I forged ahead and approached my pastor and I think my cell group about this and was very pleased with myself for thinking of it. After all, it had to be a God thing, right?
It came down to a leadership huddle for our church on a Saturday morning and Holy Spirit had been tugging on me about this idea for a few days. He would not let it go. But right before I left for this meeting, I got face down on the floor and said, "Okay, You win! I'll let it go! I don't understand why, but You do and that's all I need to know. Yeah, I'll make a fool of myself in front of these leaders, but that's okay...I'll do it for You." At the meeting, when it was my turn to speak about this idea of a garage sale, I said something like, "I'm a little embarrassed to say I have to let this go. For whatever reason, I'm not supposed to do this...at least not now." Everyone was gracious, but the enemy still can give you a little nudge that maybe you're doing the wrong thing and others just won't understand.

But I left it behind, didn't ask again why and have been learning many lessons since May...especially about While I Wait... I may never have known why He asked me to let go of the single moms' garage sale idea. Yet, He is so kind to give me a special blessing of assurance as to how He puts everything together.

Have you figured it out yet?

A few hours ago, my youngest and I are driving back from the grocery store and like a whammy out of left field He reminded me that if I...in my own strength and determination...would have proceeded with that event...which would have still been a good and loving thing to do...He would not have had the opportunity to lay on my heart the perfectly timed 24-Hour Famine for African Relief Event!

That's right, one of the dates I had wanted to do the garage sale was the Saturday after Labor Day...the day we began our fast.

Now, I'm sure God could have still done both...but there's no way that I could have. And plowing ahead with what I thought was a good idea, instead of being able to "Wait for the LORD" would have meant that I would have missed out on all the lessons and blessings that I've shared on here for the last 4 weeks. I know there would have been different lessons and different blessings to be learned by doing a free garage sale for single moms...but I have become so absolutely amazingly aware that they wouldn't have been the best lessons that God had for me at exactly the time He wanted.

What does this mean for my life? Well, for our fast-paced, never-a-moment-to-ourselves kind of frantic, hysteria-filled lives that pervade every single part of the American culture (unless you're Amish!), it may look like I'm doing nothing except being a mom, a home schooler and a wife. But please, don't discount the work...sometimes the battles...that are going on beneath the surface. And trust...even though it may not be in your timing...I am at peace delaying until He shows me His. Because, ultimately...I just want to "Wait for the LORD!"

Saturday, September 24, 2011

God's Math


He starts with just one and lays an idea on her heart + 18 more who fast to raise awareness + dozens of people who hand over part of their treasures willingly so that others might live.

He combines this story with the stories of almost 300 more and it all = 85,536 meals being packed in only one of three packing sessions today.


So not only did He raise awareness and enough money to feed 8 children for a year, but He combined this meager offering with the meager offerings of others and just two hours of all of their time to make sure that hundreds of children will be fed for the next year.



That's not "new" math...it's God's math!

Friday, September 23, 2011

"So Many Books, So Little Time"

I'm sitting here in my chair wearing a $2 shirt I found once that says the exact phrase above. I bought it not only because I love books and reading...but also, because it reminds me of the old Michael Card song of the same name. His song is basically about Bible smuggling into China and how people would just pour over mere pages from God's Word. Just a page or two from a book we take for granted means so much to believers that do not have access to such a great treasure!

But today, while speaking to the ladies in our homeschool co-op, I said something like this: "I could give you a list of books, Scriptures, books of the Bible, music, etc. that God has used to change my life...and it may mean nothing to you...because we all have different 'stuff'." And actually this has got me thinking...whether it ever means something to anyone or not, why don't I come up with a list of books that God has used to change my life...and how?

So here goes:

The Jesus I Never Knew by Philip Yancey- I think of this book as the one that "started it all". Here's where I first learned that it's okay to ask questions...in fact, God delights in our questions...because then we are at least actively engaged...not just swallowing the party line that we've been handed.

The Ragamuffin Gospel by Brennan Manning- probably the best book I have ever read about God's amazing grace and just exactly how desperate we all are for it! A book about radical grace.

The Signature of Jesus by Brennan Manning- a book about radical discipleship. When I first read this one, I was ready to sell everything and move wherever God called!

Crazy Love by Francis Chan- The title says it all. What is this Crazy Love that God pours out on us...and why?

Forgotten God by Francis Chan- the book that opened my eyes to what the possibilities could be when living a life totally surrendered to the power of the Holy Spirit

Soul Survivor: How My Faith Survived the Church by Philip Yancey- if you've ever experienced a brutal church existence, either first-hand or have watched someone else be torn apart by the church...then this book is for you.

A Sacred Sorrow by Michael Card- an opportunity to rediscover the lost art of how to grieve...with God's Presence beside you.

Radical: Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream by David Platt- are you tired of chasing the American Dream only to feel unfulfilled and pointless? God's dream is for you to live a Radical life...one absolutely committed to serving others in deep poverty financially and deep poverty of the soul. We are called to a lost and dying world!

Radical Together by David Platt- what if your church would all live Radical lives together? The possibilities are endless!

The Hole in Our Gospel by Richard Stearns- Somewhere along the way, we've believed the lie that it's okay to sit in comfort in our churches while we build more programs to entertain us at the same time one child dies every 6 seconds from the effects of starvation. Stearns the CEO of World Vision contends that this is not in fact, okay with God.

In a Pit With a Lion on a Snowy Day by Mark Batterson- Ready to chase lions in the name of God? Holy Spirit is ready to help you do it!

The Patriarchs by Beth Moore- the first Beth Moore study I ever did. God led me to this at a time when my earthly father had failed me and our entire family and had succumbed to grievous sin. To learn how God was my true Patriarch was a saving grace for which words fail!

Breaking Free by Beth Moore- Every single one of us has a sin, habit or thing that ensnares us and keeps us shackled from becoming the person God first created us to be. Sometimes these are generational...and those are often the hardest to break. But Moore says, 'Each generation is given the opportunity to break the cycle of sin in their family.' The question is, who will do the work?

Living Beyond Yourself by Beth Moore- By examining the fruit of the Spirit, living the crucified life and every day abdicating the throne of your heart in place of the Holy Spirit's rule...you will learn to let Him lead you to Live Beyond Yourself and do things for Him that you never dreamed imaginable.

Repenting of Religion by Gregory Boyd- Did you know that according to Scripture, the only sin we are ever to confront is the sin of self-righteousness? Remember the Pharisees? Jesus' harshest words were always reserved for them...while He embraced sinners, ate at the same table and partied with them.

Summoned to Lead by Leonard Sweet- Don't think you're a leader? Well, you would be wrong. Everyone leads someone in some way. Sweet asks, 'What if we quit training people how to become leaders and instead taught them to listen.'

Books of the Bible and how they have challenged/changed me:
Philippians- learning to live in an attitude of joy no matter the circumstances is HUGE when you are solely dependent upon God's provision.

James- God led me to James when I needed to have my heart broken for the things that break God's. The deeply impoverished, widows (single women are the widows of our society) and orphans hold a special place in God's heart...so why don't they in ours? This is the book that broke wide open my call to reach out to single moms and to do whatever God calls me to regarding issues of poverty.

John- Want to know who Jesus really is? Read this book of the Bible. I think the 7 of the most profound words of the Bible are found in this book and are actually uttered by John the Baptist: "He (Jesus) must increase and I must decrease." There my friends, is the answer for anyone's life.

Romans- Maybe I'm just a little thick, but this is a very cerebral analysis of sin and redemption for me. Honestly, I have to take this one in small portions to better understand it.


This is probably a list that will grow as I remember more books or come across new ones. Enjoy!

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Just finished counting...


the coin jars we had around our neighborhood businesses. And unless God provides more...which He still could...our Kids Against Hunger Famine Event total raised is $1000.30. Wow! I am humbled and amazed!

That feeds 8 children for an entire year! Our family of 6 along with our daughter Rebekah's friend, Della, will be packing food with Kids Against Hunger this Saturday, September 24th. Can't wait! And I hope to get some good pictures to post too!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

What I Learned

I've been reflecting on the lessons I learned by obeying God's call to fast for 24 hours and raise money and awareness for Kids Against Hunger. There were many, but here are the highlights:
  • When He calls you to do something specific, in His Name...obey...for the blessings are more numerous than you could ever foresee.
  • There will be side benefits and positive outcomes in ways you never dreamed. For instance, I got to know several of the local business owners and managers with whom I now feel confident interacting and recognizing them by face and name when I enter their place of business.
  • Just because you have a passionate call to something...doesn't mean it will be shared by others. Actually, I learned this lesson a long time ago...but this was a good reminder that God gives us each a different call and we are not to judge whether or not our same passion should belong to another.
  • The flip side of the previous lesson, is that there will be those that join you on your journey that you never would have envisioned could share your passion. What a blessing to have brothers and sisters join you as you serve. I could not begin to imagine when this started that 20 people would collectively fast together. That's amazing!
  • The lessons your children learn by watching you obey or incalculable!
  • Even in the midst of what could be break-neck speed to reach the finish line...our compassionate Abba (Daddy!) can still call us to a period of rest. Some call this the calm before the storm...but I've experienced the calm pre-, during, and post- storm. He always knows what we need exactly when we need it.
I'm sure there are more...but these were the biggies for me this time. I am blessed to serve a God that has a divine will with me, speaks it to my heart and then provides the way through His Holy Spirit to accomplish it.

    Sunday, September 18, 2011

    Next Steps

    Several weeks ago, I began to feel like God was leading Boundless Ministries in the direction of offering a Bible study/small group for single moms. As I prayed through this idea, the book of John was where I felt led to start.

    There've been a few things that happened within the last week that the enemy began to use to cause some doubt about proceeding, but Holy Spirit reminded me of the verses He gave me regarding this call to Boundless Ministries. He also never promised this would be easy, right? But He did promise to be with me every step of the way!

    So this is where we're headed! You can find out how to pray for this part of our ministry more specifically by checking out the Prayer Request Page. We're looking forward to good things as God moves in miraculous and wondrous ways to not only provide for single moms but also love them with a boundless love!

    For more details and information, go to the Upcoming Events Page

    The Floodgates Were Open!

    Wow! What a week...I even still feel a little numb.

    If you're a regular reader, you'll notice I've taken a break this week for the most part. I think God was just giving me a rest after the 24-Hour Famine. We did have our Single Moms' Night Out at First Church on Friday night...and we had 5 kids whose moms trusted us enough to let us feed them and play with them for a few hours. It even did my heart good to hear a couple of the older kids that didn't really want to come by the end of the evening say they didn't really want to leave. I call that a success!

    And the SMNO wouldn't have been possible without the generous donations of food, napkins, time and prayers that so many gave freely! As blessed as I was by participating in this night, it was only the proverbial "tip of the iceberg" for me.

    You see, at the same time that we were partnering with God and several others to raise money for Kids Against Hunger...He was also raising up some people to contribute to Boundless Ministries. This is why I think I was a little numb. It's almost too difficult to grasp for me to attempt to explain. Basically, at times it almost feels a little like an out of body experience...or at least what I think one would feel like!

    When God's Holy Spirit gives you an idea and simply says, "Obey" and you say yes...He then gives you promise after promise along the way...next, challenges you to take steps and move in directions with courage that you never dreamed you could do...You feel His steadying Hand upholding you every step of the way...and then you even blog about it, (You Gotta Know He is Just Getting Started)
    and just know He is going to do something you never expected...and then He DOES...it still absolutely blows me away!

    Just this week, not only has He raised nearly $900 for Kids Against Hunger, but the significant donations received through Boundless Ministries paid for dinner for the kids at Friday's SMNO, provided two $50 gas cards for single moms, will cover childcare for some upcoming events with single moms and may give us an opportunity to do something just for fun...you know, as a treat...for a couple of moms that rarely get a break. I can not begin to describe the feeling of joy, wonder and awe at how my Abba provides.

    I even went through about a 15 hour period at the beginning of the week where I was just questioning how and why He's done so much and began to fret over the responsibility of being a faithful steward regarding such gifts. Then one morning, in Jesus Calling, I read this:

    "Come to Me and rest. Give your mind a break from its habitual judging. you form judgments about this situation, that situation, this person, that person, yourself, even the weather--as if judging were your main function in life. But I create you first and foremost to know Me and to live in rich communication with Me. When you become preoccupied with passing judgment, you usurp My role.

    Relate to Me as creature to Creator, sheep to Shepherd, subject to King, clay to Potter. Allow Me to have My way in your life. Rather than evaluating My ways with you, accept them thankfully. The intimacy I offer you is not an invitation to act as if you were My equal. Worship Me as King of kings while walking hand in hand with Me down the path of Life."

    The sentences I've highlighted are the ones that absolutely hit me upside the head!

    Why do I evaluate His ways, instead of just accepting them thankfully? Seriously, why do I arrogantly presume that I can somehow psychoanalyze the Creator of the Universe? Really? Wow! Talk about a god-complex. To think that I...the clay, the sheep, the creature, the subject (insert whatever euphemism works for you!) could possibly begin to correctly guess the motives and plans of the One that holds ALL of creation in His Hands!

    Yeah...He never invited me to be His equal...but He did invite me to walk hand in hand with Him. And so, instead of blogging this week...that's what I did. I have to say, the joy, the peace, the love...sometimes even in the midst of some stressful situations with the kids...this week were worth far more than anything else He could have given me!

    Once again...He knew just what I needed...even before I did! Amen!

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    Friday, September 16, 2011

    Bi-monthly Update to Prayer Requests/Needs

    Here's our "Middle of the Month" Prayer Requests and Updates. God is always Faithful and True to His Word. His provision continues to amaze me again and again.

    I've begun to realize that without prayer...I am a very lost woman. I am learning to depend upon God through prayer as if it were the very air I breathe. I treasure the thought that His people are also lifting up these requests as His Holy Spirit brings them to mind.

    Join us in giving Him thanks for a great couple of weeks and approach Him boldly not only for these requests...but for yours as well. And if there's ever anything I can add to my personal prayer list for you, I would be thrilled to do so...whether you're a single mom or not. If you are a single mom and would like to have a request listed on this blog, my only requirement is that when you receive an answer, you share it with us...so together we can proclaim God's faithfulness to the world.

    Lastly, I am so thankful for our Prayer Partners who have committed to pray for this ministry and the women we serve. God is our bedrock and prayer is the foundation. So if you'd ever like to become a Prayer Partner with us, please send me an e-mail at a.barthauer@gmail.com with "E-mail Prayer Requests" in the subject line.

    Sunday, September 11, 2011

    Thanks!


    To everyone who came out today and supported Kids Against Hunger...Thank You! This is going to be brief, because I am wiped out! But it's a good wiped out!

    I want to also add that there was a final total of 20 people who fasted sometime within the last few days in order to raise awareness and money for Kids Against Hunger. 12 of these fasting participants were under the age of 16! That is probably one of the biggest blessings I have received out of this.

    You can find our updated total to the left. We're still collecting donations and still have to walk around to pick up our coin jars from local businesses. We're not done yet! God is still calling and moving His people to make a difference in the lives of starving children.

    Saturday, September 10, 2011

    The Fasting Has Begun!


    If you're my Facebook friend, you've already seen the post that the "games" (oops! I mean fasting!) has begun! Yes, at 3:30 p.m....we had a H-U-G-E snack...but it is now officially underway.My 8 year old was so excited to start she was jumping up and down. And I've promised some apple juice at 6 and again at 8 p.m. But for now, the clock is ticking!

    We started a countdown on our whiteboard that reads "24 hours to go!" Noah quickly informed me that we can't keep it updated throughout the night...I'm glad God blessed me with children that are smarter than me! LOL!

    We'll see who grumbles first or maybe even wants to through in the towel...who knows...it might be me!

    Why I'm Doing This



    I kept thinking that at some point before our Kids Against Hunger African Relief Event, I would write a blog explaining why I'm doing what I'm doing. I envisioned putting faces of starving children all over this post and many inspirational interiews with Bono and others. But today when I reflected on the real reasons why I'm so passionate about obeying this short-term call the Holy Spirit laid on my heart...when I closed my eyes, the faces above were the only ones I saw.

    1. How can I tell them, pray for them, encourage them to go out and change their world in the Name of Jesus...if I don't believe I can too?
    2. How can I tell them to obey God no matter the cost, no matter what He may ask, no matter how foolish you look and no matter how much you may irritate some people...unless they see me willing to do this as well?
    3. If a mere flip of the map were reversed, how could I look in any of these faces and decide which one was strongest to carry to a relief camp?
    4. And how can I tell them to "Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul and with all your mind" and to "Love your neighbor as yourself" (Matthew 22:37, 39)...knowing that my "self" doesn't want to be hungry yet not caring that my neighbor is?
    5. Basically, how can I possibly show them how much God loves them...if I'm not loving them and others with the same wildly, passionate love that God does?
    So there's five...but there's so many more...as I see them getting excited...as I see them wondering who will show up and the anticipation of how big this could be. As I see them calculating how many days a child will be fed as money comes in. Mostly, as I see them laying aside themselves...their wants, desires, plans and yes, food for about 26 hours...I have the deep satisfaction of knowing that no matter how many reasons there are...no matter what the total adds up to at the end of the day...my faith has already been multiplied by four!

    And that, dear friends...is the only reason I need!

    Friday, September 9, 2011

    One More Jumps On Board


    Great Clips called today and said they had "some stuff" for our Kids Against Hunger African Relief Event. Noah and I walked up the street and collected "some stuff". I'll admit, I was pleasantly surprised!

    They gave us 2 $12 gift cards and a $10 gift card. Plus about 100 pieces of giveaway items...dum dum suckers, pencils and combs! It was pretty cool!

    So Abbey got to add one more sponsor to our signage and we have one more "neighbor" with which we've built a relationship...how's that for a good start toward the countdown to the Big Event?!

    When God's People Pray

    Not much time to blog right now and if my kids see me doing this while we should be leaving for co-op, they'd have a conniption...but I just have to get out to everyone following what's taking place, that some of the people fasting for this event are in fact, starting tonight.

    So as Holy Spirit brings us to mind, please pray for all of the fasting participants (20 to my knowledge). Pray that the fasting will be an intimate experience with their Savior and He will speak mighty things to their souls!

    What happens when 20 people fast and pray for 24 hours...seeking not the comforts of this world...but asking to see the mighty hand of God move in a miraculous way? I can't wait to find out!

    Tuesday, September 6, 2011

    You Gotta KNOW He is Just Getting Started! KAH Famine Event Update


    I am humbled and awed! Words fail...and you know me...I'm a wordy person.

    Today, I've just had an overwhelming sense of just exactly how many pieces of this amazingly giant puzzle God is putting together! And yet, there are more pieces falling into place day by day. I know I have posted, re-posted, e-mailed, Facebook messaged ad nauseum (until I'm getting annoying, I now know!) but once again...I'm going to put it all out here in one long list..because you just have to see this!!!

    Sponsors:
    Hebron Brew Haus- bringing 4 Large pizzas FREE for those that are breaking the fast with us; gift card giveaway and coin jar on display in restaurant
    Hebron Chiropractic- Offering 10 minute massages for $5 donation; ice/hot packs for $3 donation; coin jar on display in office
    Penn Station- 2 offers for 1 small fry/1 small sandwich as giveaways
    Papa John's- 4 offers for 1 large, 1 topping pizza as giveaways
    Palm Beach Tan- 3 small giveaway items and 1 Free VersaSpa Sunless Tanning Session ($40-50 Value) as a giveaway and coin jar on display
    Liquor Cabinet- Coin jar on display
    All That Jazz Consignments- $25 gift card for giveaway and coin jar on display
    Edwardo's Pizza- $25 gift card for giveaway and we're selling pizza by the slice to earn up to $8 per pizza for KAH
    Wendy's(newest sponsor!)- 5 offers for free single hamburger and 5 offers for free spicy chicken sandwich for giveaways
    First Church of Christ "First Brew" Coffee Bar- coin jar on display
    Firm Foundation Home School Co-op- coin bucket on display

    How word is spreading:
    I've been contacted by people telling me they're sharing this opportunity with their child's private school; another is e-mailing her small group and others that she knows; another considered sharing this with her church family; the chiropractic office is e-mailing their patient database consisting of hundreds of patients; a small group from our church is considering participation; we've submitted news stories to Cincinnati.com and WCPO.com; and 8 really great home school kids in almost 100 degree weather walked around putting flyers on every door in our complex (over 260 total!)

    We're also up to about 20 people who have committed to fast at some point during the weekend. Probably one of the biggest blessings I've received was one person telling me it will be their first time to fast. Wow! That's HUGE!

    What my children are learning?:
    That the world doesn't revolve around them; that there are people in this world far, far worse off than we are; and that God will do what He has said He will do!

    But there's just one thing today, that I keep coming back to...and it's this:
    Absolutely everything on this list can be explained in human terms. Yes, I know that God has put it all together. I know it was His plan, His thoughts, His motivation, His courage, His moving that is bringing it all in line with His will. But to the casual observer, it looks like one upper middle-aged lady got an idea and ran with it.

    If you've known God very long, you know He doesn't share His results...His glory with anyone...and that is as it should be. I know I've had no part in this...but I can't wait to see what He does to show that to everyone else! I'm talking God-sized, only by the power of the Holy Spirit kind of results! What is He going to do to just blow the socks off of my neighbors and this community? What is He going to do to say...look at what I will do when my people call on My Name, fast, pray and seek Me?

    Don't doubt for one minute that as great as all of the above results are...there is still a WOW factor in this. Get ready...He's going to explode all over the place people...and you do not want to miss it when He does!

    Monday, September 5, 2011

    "This Thing Could Catch Like Wildfire!"


    That's what a friend told me Saturday as we discussed how if each of us just tells our little "niche" about KAH and the African Relief fundraiser we're doing, it could grow, or rather multiply, as each one simply shares with our "sphere of influence" what God is doing.

    I didn't realize then how prophetic her words could be!

    Today, I had someone message me that not only would her family attend, but she was e-mailing the info out to some people she knows and her small group. Then, the chiropractor that is participating in the event called to ask for copies of the flyers we're using because he wants to e-mail all of his patient database about the event and how they can participate.

    Oh yeah...did I mention he said that's about 500 PEOPLE???

    Literally, even if my internet and news articles don't get picked up by the local news media, within the next few days, thousands of people are going to hear of this event. And if nothing else is accomplished on September 11th, that's thousands of people who can no longer pretend like there aren't millions of people at risk for dying due to starvation. That's thousands of people who will have heard of Kids Against Hunger and the great work they do year round...not just during a famine. And that's thousands of people that God's word of loving the impoverished and caring for the destitute and being a voice for those who don't have one will be deeply planted in their souls and He can grow it into a mighty movement of people saying, "No more! We will not sit by any longer while innocent people die, not knowing about the love of God while we could have prevented it!"

    So Hallelujiah and Amen! Don't just stand by and watch this fire burn! Pick up a torch and carry it into your neighborhood, your region and yes, even your world! And you will have the blessing of knowing that you obeyed your Abba and He took great delight in you!!

    Sunday, September 4, 2011

    Add Another Sponsor to the List!

    Last night I put out an e-mail asking almost everyone on my e-mail list to pray today (9/4) as I went out to another business to ask for their sponsorship in our 24-Hour Famine. I specifically asked everyone to pray that this pizza place would offer to sell their pizzas at the clubhouse for $5 each and give us $2 per pizza. But God had even bigger plans!

    Below is the follow up e-mail I just sent to everyone:

    "Thanks to all of you who were praying today. Again, my courage wanted to fail me...but I prayed for the strength & endurance to face yet another owner to basically beg for a handout. Even though it's not for me, and I get no profit from it...it can be nerve wracking nonetheless!

    But God IS Good and He is amazingly faithful! And when He has laid a place to approach on my heart, He has obviously prepared the way before me. Today was no exception!

    Edwardo's not only gave us a $25 gift card to give away in our drawing...it can be used at ANY of their 6 locations. PLUS...wait for it...they will front us as many large pizzas as we want, cut them in 8 slices and we get to sell them for $2 a slice! We split the money right down the middle AFTER the event. They'll also loan us a pizza warmer, put up a yard sign at Sanctuary Place and bring us as many pizzas throughout the event as we need!

    Do you remember that I asked you to pray we'd get $2 per pizza?? Well now we're getting $8!!!

    So what are you doing next Sunday afternoon??

    That's right...between 2-6 p.m., (if you're not a friend outside of the Tri-state area!) you're coming to Sanctuary Place and eating yummy pizza for $2 a slice and leaving with not only a full belly but also the warm fuzzy feeling of knowing that you're also providing money for children in Africa to know what a full belly feels like too!

    Amen!"



    So yeah...serving up pizza is going to be excruciating for the last two hours of our fast...but maybe it will drive home to all of us even more just exactly how hungry the children of Somalia, Kenya, Djibouti and Ethiopia are! And I just gotta say...God, You are amazing! Better yet...God, You ROCK!

    Saturday, September 3, 2011

    Monthly Prayer Requests and Updates/Praises

    Here's our end of the month/beginning of the month update to prayer requests. There is one urgent request regarding a Mom of 3's brother who pastors in Washington state. Yesterday he had unexplained seizures. Please be praying for this family as they seek answers and rest for healing!

    Prayer Requests and Needs

    Jehovah Jireh...He is the God Who Will See To It!

    Another Sponsor With a GREAT Donation!

    Palm Beach Tan in Hebron has gone over and above anything I could have ever "ask or imagine" (Ephesians 3:20). They gave us a few freebies to give away (water bottle and a couple of insulated can holders...I don't know what they're called!) but also gave us some samples of their lotion AND a free VersaSpa Sunless Tanning Session. I thought I'd look up the price online so I could advertise the value and it's worth $40-50!!!

    I am blown away!

    Plus, spoke to Edwardo's Pizza today and still have to chat with the owner tomorrow, but the person I spoke with said they're very supportive of fundraisers and they'd probably be able to participate in some way! I'm praying about some specific things to ask them for and I know God will provide.

    If all of this weren't enough, one family told me yesterday that they're considering participation and another said today that they are very excited and will participate. Plus, this family wants to start soliciting donations in their sphere of influence too! She even said, 'You know, this thing could catch on like wildfire!'

    Oh Lord...may it be so!

    Finally, thanks to Abbey, Grace, Noah, Della, Rebekah, T.J., Leah (2 times!) and Clara after the final 24 apartments are done tonight, we will have placed flyers for this event on 261 front doors! These kids were great...in 90 degree heat and all!

    God will continue to work His wonders...His way...all we have to do is obey!

    Friday, September 2, 2011

    KAH Famine Relief Event Update! It's Getting Big!



    Here's what's happening so far:
    If you stop by Sanctuary Place Clubhouse on Sunday, September 11th from 2-5:30 p.m. and give a donation to Kids Against Hunger, you will be entered in a drawing to win one of the following prizes:

    Papa John's- 1 of 4 Large 1 topping pizzas
    Penn Station- 1 of 2 small fry/small sandwich offers
    All That Jazz Consignments- $25 gift certificate
    Hebron Brew Haus- gift certificate
    Wendy's of Hebron- Still considering what to do, but have committed to participate
    Palm Beach Tan- Some small giveaway items and a FREE VersaSpa Sunless Tanning Session ($40-50 value)

    Today, we also received $17.25 in donations from Firm Foundation Home School Co-op. You can see our updated total to the left. But there's even more...

    Dr. Langley of Hebron Chiropractic has committed to attending the event and offering massages and ice/hot packs for a nominal donation to Kids Against Hunger. I've also had a parent of a middle schooler we know offer to encourage some of her son's schoolmate's at his private school to take part in this opportunity as well.

    This is all coming together in God's timing and just exactly in the way He wants. And yeah...there have been some downer's too. I've had a couple of businesses give me the run around. I guess people just don't like to say "No". They'd rather stall and say 'Yeah...we'll contact you when we have the time.' No biggie!

    I've actually felt very encouraged by the Holy Spirit and haven't taken any of this personally... which is huge for me! After all, it's not me they're saying no to...it's God and His Spirit at work. Actually, I don't think they understand that they're also saying no to some great publicity too. Oh well! No sweat off my brow...except for the sweat from walking around in 90+ degree weather! Hah! I tell my kids it's good for them...so it must be good for me too!

    August Financials

    Here's the latest Boundless Ministries Financial Statement

    God continues to bless in exactly His way at exactly the perfect time!

    Amen!