Our new friend should have her power restored tonight thanks to God's provision through His people. We received a generous donation that will cover part of her expense and another source is helping her out until she can repay them later this week.
Thanks to everyone that prayed for this expectant mom. With the arrival of her child coming soon, she will have much more peace now that this crisis is over.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
A Heavy Heart
I e-mailed a friend yesterday and expressed my heaviness of heart. Yes, I still believe God wants us to be Weightless and daily I'm still attempting to turn all of my concerns and confessions to Him because I know He has the perfect answer and the perfect guidance for me and everyone...so why not give it to Him, right?
But for about 24 hours now, as I've been reflecting over the concerns for which others ask me to pray, I have to admit, it does feel a little overwhelming. I know God can take care of all things in a way that is for our good and His glory when we call Him Father and Lord...but my finite brain can't see how...and that's where I get stuck...that's when I need faith to take over.
And praise His name, here's where He gently led me to again this morning...Habakkuk 2:3.
This has become one of my favorite verses. When Holy Spirit first intersected my life with this verse, I even blogged about it. (See "Wait For It...Oh Snap!") Apparently the same day that I wrote that post, I wrote in the margin of my Bible, "Do not doubt His vision to me. It will happen at His appointed time. "Wait for it"" Expectantly hope. B. Moore- "Biblical hope is not focused on what might happen but what must happen." (LBY)
My heart was heavy this morning. Some of the many items I had on my heart to pray for included a family that is feeling major financial strain due to medical bills; a mom who may not have heating oil the next time she turns on her furnace; an expectant mom that is going without electricity this weekend (although Praise God! she did discover one outlet working and is making the most of it!), a mom that is feeling pressure from her ex over the kids and where they'll spend the holidays; our own financial strains (although I've learned to be content and hopeful in this area...just having to be very picky about where to spend is a constant issue); and add to all of this the number of single moms that are being brought to our attention (we know more than 20 now, directly and indirectly) on a more regular basis that experience constant financial stress and yes, my heart was experiencing it's fair share of sorrow this morning.
I never want to compare my stress or life to that of what my Savior, Jesus went through...but at times like this, I think I am being given just a meager glimpse at how He must have felt...knowing that God would take care of Him and at the same time grieving for so many that are still lost or under huge pressures and grief sometimes not even of their own doing. This morning as I was considering all of these, I was asking Holy Spirit to lead me to His thoughts about their concerns...not my thoughts.
That's when He reminded me of Habakkuk 2:3. I have most of it memorized, so I began saying it in my head:
"For the vision is yet for the appointed time;
It hastens (pants) toward the goal and it will not fail.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
For it will certainly come, it will not delay." (emphasis mine)
As I thanked God for reminding me of this Scripture and how He has repeatedly used it to strengthen my faith and courage over the last few months, I felt specifically led to read it in the context of the whole chapter. This verse has meant so much to me regarding Boundless Ministries and the vision I believe He has given and is giving to me that it was enough. As far as I was concerned...this verse is complete.
I am thankful for a God who's word is alive, active and still moving in the hearts of men (and women!). Yes, His Word is complete. But because it is also alive...He uses it in various applications at different times in our lives. Today...He wanted me to read the whole chapter. I now encourage you to do so as well...Habakkuk 2
Now, I grew up in a church and I'm 43 years old. I probably have, but I don't ever remember, hearing a sermon that was built around Habakkuk. (Mental note: this is probably the next book for a personal inductive study). If you clicked on the link and did read the chapter...what do you see, hear or even feel? What are the emotions that come up? I know this was written to the nation of Israel...but we are told that "there is nothing new under the sun" (Ecclesiastes 1:9) Does the nation that Habakkuk is describing sound familiar?
Please don't put me on some government watch list...I'm not subversive or unpatriotic by any means...but can we grow up, face our flaws and admit that we are a nation that 'does not stay at home (not houses but our own territory) and enlarges our appetites like Sheol' (Hebrew word for underworld or abode of the dead)? In verse 6 do we not make ourselves "rich with loans?" (both personal and as a nation) What is the warning in verse 7? Yikes! Actually, verses 7 through 13 downright scare me when I think that this could be us.
But in verse 14 comes the most amazing promise:
"For the earth will be filled
With the knowledge of the glory (His true character) of the LORD,
As the waters cover the sea."
No matter how far we stray as a people, from the creation that He designated us to be...the knowledge of who God really, truly is will still fill the earth just like the waters that cover the sea. That's a lot of cover! Praise Him!
Go on and read the rest of the chapter...it's not a pretty picture. The "cup" in verse 16 is the cup of God's wrath that "will come around to you". Verse 18...there are so many idols we as a people worship that we can't even begin to count them (even in the church...yeah, get your toes back...we're all getting stepped on here!) And He reminds us that those idols that have been fashioned by our own hands are hollow and void. But what isn't? That's right (verse 20)...'just hush...because the LORD is in His holy temple.' Smile loved one...because if you are a Jesus follower "Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?" (I Corinthians 3:16, emphasis mine)
If that doesn't get your heart a-pumpin' go back and read it again!
When the whole earth is crumbling all around us...when everyone we know is being weighted down by the evil that is trying so desperately to overtake us...when everyone around us is struggling with one or more idols...when we live in a culture that is so twisted by its idols that they infiltrate our very churches...when someday God's cup of wrath will be poured out on the nations (if you don't believe this, read the back of the Book!)...just HUSH...because the Ineffable One...the One that we are so puny compared to, we can't even get what to call Him into a word...yes, that One...is still in His holy temple...you!!!
What am I supposed to do in the waiting? Where am I supposed to turn while so many are in pain and distress around me?
"I will stand on my guard post
And station myself on the rampart;
And I will keep watch to see what He will speak to me,
And how I may reply when I am reproved." (Habakkuk 2:1)
OH! Praise His Name! He is SO good to us...too good, in fact! All we have to do is stand on guard...wait for Him on the walls...keep vigilant watch...wait to see what He will speak to us...and He will teach us even how to reply when we are gently corrected.
What a deal! What a God! I know I am belaboring the point...but WOW...the whole entire world as we know it can be crumbling around us and He just asks that we stand on guard, to be alert and watch for Him...and listen to Him. When we do...we can be absolutely confident that God is in "the house"!
I don't think my heart is quite as heavy now!
Amen!
But for about 24 hours now, as I've been reflecting over the concerns for which others ask me to pray, I have to admit, it does feel a little overwhelming. I know God can take care of all things in a way that is for our good and His glory when we call Him Father and Lord...but my finite brain can't see how...and that's where I get stuck...that's when I need faith to take over.
And praise His name, here's where He gently led me to again this morning...Habakkuk 2:3.
This has become one of my favorite verses. When Holy Spirit first intersected my life with this verse, I even blogged about it. (See "Wait For It...Oh Snap!") Apparently the same day that I wrote that post, I wrote in the margin of my Bible, "Do not doubt His vision to me. It will happen at His appointed time. "Wait for it"" Expectantly hope. B. Moore- "Biblical hope is not focused on what might happen but what must happen." (LBY)
My heart was heavy this morning. Some of the many items I had on my heart to pray for included a family that is feeling major financial strain due to medical bills; a mom who may not have heating oil the next time she turns on her furnace; an expectant mom that is going without electricity this weekend (although Praise God! she did discover one outlet working and is making the most of it!), a mom that is feeling pressure from her ex over the kids and where they'll spend the holidays; our own financial strains (although I've learned to be content and hopeful in this area...just having to be very picky about where to spend is a constant issue); and add to all of this the number of single moms that are being brought to our attention (we know more than 20 now, directly and indirectly) on a more regular basis that experience constant financial stress and yes, my heart was experiencing it's fair share of sorrow this morning.
I never want to compare my stress or life to that of what my Savior, Jesus went through...but at times like this, I think I am being given just a meager glimpse at how He must have felt...knowing that God would take care of Him and at the same time grieving for so many that are still lost or under huge pressures and grief sometimes not even of their own doing. This morning as I was considering all of these, I was asking Holy Spirit to lead me to His thoughts about their concerns...not my thoughts.
That's when He reminded me of Habakkuk 2:3. I have most of it memorized, so I began saying it in my head:
"For the vision is yet for the appointed time;
It hastens (pants) toward the goal and it will not fail.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
For it will certainly come, it will not delay." (emphasis mine)
As I thanked God for reminding me of this Scripture and how He has repeatedly used it to strengthen my faith and courage over the last few months, I felt specifically led to read it in the context of the whole chapter. This verse has meant so much to me regarding Boundless Ministries and the vision I believe He has given and is giving to me that it was enough. As far as I was concerned...this verse is complete.
I am thankful for a God who's word is alive, active and still moving in the hearts of men (and women!). Yes, His Word is complete. But because it is also alive...He uses it in various applications at different times in our lives. Today...He wanted me to read the whole chapter. I now encourage you to do so as well...Habakkuk 2
Now, I grew up in a church and I'm 43 years old. I probably have, but I don't ever remember, hearing a sermon that was built around Habakkuk. (Mental note: this is probably the next book for a personal inductive study). If you clicked on the link and did read the chapter...what do you see, hear or even feel? What are the emotions that come up? I know this was written to the nation of Israel...but we are told that "there is nothing new under the sun" (Ecclesiastes 1:9) Does the nation that Habakkuk is describing sound familiar?
Please don't put me on some government watch list...I'm not subversive or unpatriotic by any means...but can we grow up, face our flaws and admit that we are a nation that 'does not stay at home (not houses but our own territory) and enlarges our appetites like Sheol' (Hebrew word for underworld or abode of the dead)? In verse 6 do we not make ourselves "rich with loans?" (both personal and as a nation) What is the warning in verse 7? Yikes! Actually, verses 7 through 13 downright scare me when I think that this could be us.
But in verse 14 comes the most amazing promise:
"For the earth will be filled
With the knowledge of the glory (His true character) of the LORD,
As the waters cover the sea."
No matter how far we stray as a people, from the creation that He designated us to be...the knowledge of who God really, truly is will still fill the earth just like the waters that cover the sea. That's a lot of cover! Praise Him!
Go on and read the rest of the chapter...it's not a pretty picture. The "cup" in verse 16 is the cup of God's wrath that "will come around to you". Verse 18...there are so many idols we as a people worship that we can't even begin to count them (even in the church...yeah, get your toes back...we're all getting stepped on here!) And He reminds us that those idols that have been fashioned by our own hands are hollow and void. But what isn't? That's right (verse 20)...'just hush...because the LORD is in His holy temple.' Smile loved one...because if you are a Jesus follower "Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?" (I Corinthians 3:16, emphasis mine)
If that doesn't get your heart a-pumpin' go back and read it again!
When the whole earth is crumbling all around us...when everyone we know is being weighted down by the evil that is trying so desperately to overtake us...when everyone around us is struggling with one or more idols...when we live in a culture that is so twisted by its idols that they infiltrate our very churches...when someday God's cup of wrath will be poured out on the nations (if you don't believe this, read the back of the Book!)...just HUSH...because the Ineffable One...the One that we are so puny compared to, we can't even get what to call Him into a word...yes, that One...is still in His holy temple...you!!!
What am I supposed to do in the waiting? Where am I supposed to turn while so many are in pain and distress around me?
"I will stand on my guard post
And station myself on the rampart;
And I will keep watch to see what He will speak to me,
And how I may reply when I am reproved." (Habakkuk 2:1)
OH! Praise His Name! He is SO good to us...too good, in fact! All we have to do is stand on guard...wait for Him on the walls...keep vigilant watch...wait to see what He will speak to us...and He will teach us even how to reply when we are gently corrected.
What a deal! What a God! I know I am belaboring the point...but WOW...the whole entire world as we know it can be crumbling around us and He just asks that we stand on guard, to be alert and watch for Him...and listen to Him. When we do...we can be absolutely confident that God is in "the house"!
I don't think my heart is quite as heavy now!
Amen!
Friday, October 28, 2011
Another Urgent Request
I don't want to always use the phrase "urgent request" because I know our sensibilities become dull to words that are used repeatedly. As I promise to use this as sparingly as possible, you will hopefully remember that I am not exaggerating when I express a request this way. But the reality is that as we continue to meet more and more single moms who are deeply impoverished, many requests may in fact be "urgent".
Details of the request can be found on the Prayer Request Page under the heading of today's date.
First and foremost, I pray for her peace as the birth of her daughter is drawing near. I cannot imagine the stress she is under. This should be a joyous, excited time for her...that is my prayer.
Also, as Holy Spirit brings our family to mind, pray for His power and courage in our lives which may mean that sometimes we step out of our comfort zone and do the unexpected to aid a mom such as this.
Amen!
Details of the request can be found on the Prayer Request Page under the heading of today's date.
First and foremost, I pray for her peace as the birth of her daughter is drawing near. I cannot imagine the stress she is under. This should be a joyous, excited time for her...that is my prayer.
Also, as Holy Spirit brings our family to mind, pray for His power and courage in our lives which may mean that sometimes we step out of our comfort zone and do the unexpected to aid a mom such as this.
Amen!
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Michael Jackson? Really?
What you do when you wake up with "Man in the Mirror" lyrics running through you head? And yes, In Michael Jackson's voice no less? You listen...that's what.
I've always believed that God can use anyone and anything to speak to my heart...this just proves it's true!
I often wake up with a song in my head...and most days, it's a praise and worship or some type of "spiritual" song. To wake up with a song from someone who's life seriously gives me the heebie-jeebies sort of unsettled me at first.
But that's when it just kept playing over and over and I couldn't shake it...so I decided it must be worth hearing. This is what I came away with:
"I'm looking at the man in the mirror,
I'm asking if he'll change his ways.
No message could have been any clearer
If you want to make the world a better place,
You better look in the mirror and make the...change."
Now, apparently Holy Spirit reserves the right to take creative license with the song when you, the listener, don't know all of the lyrics to begin with. This is evidenced in His trade of "looking" for the original word "starting". Just in case you're wondering...yes, this was accompanied with the full effect of "woo"s and "eeh"s that are prevalent throughout all adult Michael Jackson songs! Ha! No detail goes undone by God. [Yes, I'm smiling at this!]
But why this song? Look at the words...do you really even need to ask? Obviously, the Holy Spirit was asking to set my heart right even before I opened my eyes. No judging others and their actions today. No wondering what's wrong with everyone else. No focusing on others and their flaws while I joyfully indulge my own.
Nope, I've got to look at the (wo)man in the mirror...she needs to change her ways...no message could have been any clearer...if Angela wants the world to be a better place...she better look in the mirror and make the...change.
My God who is personal and loving enough to want to start my day off right, sharing this with me from the get go? Yeah...I have a few "woo"s and "eeh"s to let out too! No moon walks...but definitely some praise lifting hands! [No sparkly gloves though...I have to draw a line somewhere.]
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
I've Taken a Few Days to Chew on This
...but I think it's time to process some more through writing...my favorite form of processing and analyzing (also spares my husband the verbal processing too!). If you don't mind a bit of a ramble that may follow a few rabbit trails...come along for the ride.
I make it sound so pleasurable and fun, don't I? Problem is, when Holy Spirit began whispering this to me on Sunday, I sort of put it on the back burner because this was a lot to swallow. But God is persistent and I'm so thankful He is. While this isn't a fully formed idea yet...and I don't think I'll ever completely reach the depth of what He's saying...no...what He's asking, this is a lesson I need to grasp and I need to grasp quickly and wholeheartedly.
Just look back over that last paragraph at all of the emphases. I told you this was a ride, didn't I?
Here goes!
Sunday, I finished marking the book of Galatians for the inductive Bible study that I'm doing on my own. In my Previous Post of the same name, I mentioned Paul's theme of works versus grace or Law versus faith in Jesus as the only way by which we are redeemed. If you're new to some of this lingo, the simplest way to think of redemption or to be redeemed is exactly what the dictionary says: "to buy or pay off; clear by payment". The death of Jesus the Messiah paid for me, you and everyone that has ever lived. It was a one-time-for-all purchase.
The word grace is a little trickier. There are a lot of definitions for this one, but the two applicable ones are these: "a manifestation of favor, especially by a superior" and "mercy; clemency; pardon". The reason I say this word is "trickier" is because this is the one word that I have seen trip up grown men and children alike. This is the word that our finite, limited human brains, truly cannot grasp. After all, why would the Creator of the universe, put on a lowly human form, come to Earth, take on all of the sin that ever did and ever will exist and die a criminal's death so that all we have to do is say that we "believe" (remember, that means to "put our trust with" Him!) and then everything is washed away so now we can go live with Him forever in Heaven? Only He can answer that one. Then again, maybe we are making this message too simple? [Stay with me!]
Here's where I got stuck in Galatians: "Those who desire to make a good showing in the flesh try to compel you to be circumcised simply so that they will not be persecuted for the cross of Christ." (Galatians 6:12)
Now, I know most non-Jewish people in the Western world think of circumcision more as just something you do or have done because your doctor told you so, it's more hygienic or because that's just the accepted practice. So don't get hung up on the word circumcised. Please allow me a little leeway to try to bring this into the context of our churches in the American culture. Here's a few possibilities:
"Those who desire to make a good showing (to their church boards) (general superintendents) (missionary board) (church growth subcommittee) try to compel you to (wear certain clothing) (observe certain rules about appearance) (never drink alcohol) (quit smoking the minute you become a Christian) (badger your non-believing husband into coming to church with you) (knock on doors and pass out tracts with steps for salvation) (serve on 6 committees/boards/special programs) (never miss a day of church) (give "sacrificially" to a new multi-million dollar facility) so they will not be persecuted for the cross of Christ."
Have I stepped on anyone else's toes besides mine yet? If you don't hate me now...keep reading!
I am thankful for an amazing God who doesn't just leave me hanging there!!! As I'm chewing on this for two days, He prompts a friend to return a book to me that I haven't had for awhile. He then prompts me on Monday to pick it up and start re-reading it (I think for about the fifth time now...it's that good!). Tuesday morning, in Radical by David Platt, here's what I read:
"The gospel reveals eternal realities about God that we would sometimes rather not face. We prefer to sit back, enjoy our cliches, and picture God as a Father who might help us, all the while ignoring God as a Judge who might damn us. Maybe this is why we fill our lives with the constant drivel of entertainment in our culture--and in our church. We are afraid that if we stop and really look at God in his Word, we might discover that He evokes greater awe and demands deeper worship than we are ready to give Him."
Yes, I wrote in the margin "Ouch!"
Platt goes on: "But this is just the point. We are not ready to give Him what He asks for because our hearts are set against Him. God's revelation in the gospel not only reveals who He is, but it also reveals who we are."
After I read through the next section entitled "Who We Really Are", I wrote this: "Warning! This is raw stuff". I wish I could reprint it all here...but to do so is most likely illegal and would therefore fly in the face of any credibility I'm attempting to have in regard to this topic. I'll attempt to summarize, but by no means can do justice to this message. There are some hard-hitting, yet Biblical realities that I'm not sure we're all ready to hear. Maybe the more accurate observation is that we can't hear them...because to listen to the true Jesus of the Bible is just as scandalous in our American churches today as it was over 2000 years ago in the Middle East. But these are some of the things Platt writes that had me in tears by the end of the section:
"We are each born with an evil, God-hating heart." (reference Genesis 8:21 and Luke 11:13)
"Many people say, "Well, I have always loved God," but the reality is, no one has. We may have loved a god that we made up in our minds, but the God of the Bible, we hate."
"Everything in all creation responds in obedience to the Creator...until we get to you and me. We have the audacity to look God in the face and say, 'No.'"
"The gospel confronts us with the hopelessness of our sinful condition. But we don't like what we see of ourselves in the gospel so we shrink back from it. We live in a land of self-improvement. Certainly there are steps we can take to make ourselves better. So we modify what the gospel says about us." (emphasis mine)
"We are not evil, we think, and certainly not spiritually dead. Haven't you heard of the power of positive thinking? I can become a better me and experience my best life now. That's why God is there--to make that happen. My life is not going right, but God loves me and has a plan to fix my life. I simply need to follow certain steps, think certain things, and check off certain boxes, and then I am good."
I have to stop quoting before I get sued! But I desperately want to print more. As "in your face" as this is, this book is flying off of bookshelves, being studied and preached about in hundreds of congregations all over the country...can we assume that people are finally exasperatedly exhausted of our American version of "do-it-yourself" religion?
Platt continues that our diagnosis and our conclusion to actually "do-it-yourself" fits in very nicely with a culture where self-sufficiency, self-esteem, self-confidence, self-discipline...self, self, self...are highly praised, rewarded and even exalted. Isn't this why the poor are looked down upon? After all, in America...we all have the same opportunities for education, working hard, living right and pulling ourselves up by our own bootstraps so anyone can be successful if they just set their mind to it. If you believe that, then you're not going to like me very much when I tell you that's a bunch of hooey! Why?
Platt puts it best: "Meanwhile, the biblical gospel says, "You are an enemy of God, dead in your sin, and in your present state of rebellion, you are not even able to see that you need life, much less to cause yourself to come to life. Therefore, you are radically dependent on God to do something in your life that you could never do." (obviously, emphasis mine!)
Chew on this! Please!
I would add...Now we're getting to where there is true freedom in Christ...not some pasted on smile while you're dying inside kind of freedom...but the kind of freedom where you're so downright giddy, people wonder what you've been drinking...the kind of freedom that leaves you breathless when God disciplines (remember, it means simply "to teach") and brings you face-to-face with the ugliness and depravity of your heart and yet, lovingly He says, "C'mon Angela...let Me show you how to change this...you've been trying on your own long enough!"...the kind of freedom that leaves you standing (or sometimes sprawled out on the floor) in awe of a Creator that was nailed to a cross and drank the entire cup of God's wrath so that I can be weightless, "soar on wings like eagles" and "run and not grow weary" (Isaiah 40:31) Isn't that a gospel that's worth becoming radical about?!
And here's where we come back to what He's asking. You see, if all we have to do is "believe" then is there really any cost? But Jesus said we have to take up our cross and follow Him (Matthew 10:38) so He must have thought it was going to cost us something. That's why I said previously, "maybe we are making the gospel too easy". I guess, the gospel is easy because Jesus does all the work...but it will cost us everything. To teach anything less is not teaching the Truth of who Jesus is and what He demands of us. Now ask yourself, is that the kind of gospel we routinely hear in America today? Something else for you to chew on!
As if Platt's book weren't enough, today in Jesus Calling, I read: "This is the age of self-help. Bookstores abound with books about "taking care of number one,"making oneself the center of all things. The main goal of these methodologies is to become self-sufficient and confident. You, however, have been called to take a "road less traveled": continual dependence on Me. True confidence comes from knowing you are complete in My Presence. Everything you need has its counterpart in Me."
Do you think He's trying to remind me of something? I pray I say this humbly and it is received that way: this time...I don't think I'm the only one He's talking to.
What are you trying to fix yourself? What plans are you trying to make happen? What 5 year goal are you striving for that may never have been God's plan for you to begin with? What joy, love, hope, freedom, sanity and peace have you sacrificed because you've bought into this American lie that YOU are the master of your fate?
Yeah, I've had some people look at me funny when I say I have no "goals" for Boundless Minstries, or that I'm leaving a situation in God's hands so that the Holy Spirit can lead me in His perfect timing to say exactly what needs to be said. But the awareness that "I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me," (yet another great Galatians verse, 2:20a) is worth everything to me...no matter how "Radical" I seem!
Amen!
Mentioned in this post:
I make it sound so pleasurable and fun, don't I? Problem is, when Holy Spirit began whispering this to me on Sunday, I sort of put it on the back burner because this was a lot to swallow. But God is persistent and I'm so thankful He is. While this isn't a fully formed idea yet...and I don't think I'll ever completely reach the depth of what He's saying...no...what He's asking, this is a lesson I need to grasp and I need to grasp quickly and wholeheartedly.
Just look back over that last paragraph at all of the emphases. I told you this was a ride, didn't I?
Here goes!
Sunday, I finished marking the book of Galatians for the inductive Bible study that I'm doing on my own. In my Previous Post of the same name, I mentioned Paul's theme of works versus grace or Law versus faith in Jesus as the only way by which we are redeemed. If you're new to some of this lingo, the simplest way to think of redemption or to be redeemed is exactly what the dictionary says: "to buy or pay off; clear by payment". The death of Jesus the Messiah paid for me, you and everyone that has ever lived. It was a one-time-for-all purchase.
The word grace is a little trickier. There are a lot of definitions for this one, but the two applicable ones are these: "a manifestation of favor, especially by a superior" and "mercy; clemency; pardon". The reason I say this word is "trickier" is because this is the one word that I have seen trip up grown men and children alike. This is the word that our finite, limited human brains, truly cannot grasp. After all, why would the Creator of the universe, put on a lowly human form, come to Earth, take on all of the sin that ever did and ever will exist and die a criminal's death so that all we have to do is say that we "believe" (remember, that means to "put our trust with" Him!) and then everything is washed away so now we can go live with Him forever in Heaven? Only He can answer that one. Then again, maybe we are making this message too simple? [Stay with me!]
Here's where I got stuck in Galatians: "Those who desire to make a good showing in the flesh try to compel you to be circumcised simply so that they will not be persecuted for the cross of Christ." (Galatians 6:12)
Now, I know most non-Jewish people in the Western world think of circumcision more as just something you do or have done because your doctor told you so, it's more hygienic or because that's just the accepted practice. So don't get hung up on the word circumcised. Please allow me a little leeway to try to bring this into the context of our churches in the American culture. Here's a few possibilities:
"Those who desire to make a good showing (to their church boards) (general superintendents) (missionary board) (church growth subcommittee) try to compel you to (wear certain clothing) (observe certain rules about appearance) (never drink alcohol) (quit smoking the minute you become a Christian) (badger your non-believing husband into coming to church with you) (knock on doors and pass out tracts with steps for salvation) (serve on 6 committees/boards/special programs) (never miss a day of church) (give "sacrificially" to a new multi-million dollar facility) so they will not be persecuted for the cross of Christ."
Have I stepped on anyone else's toes besides mine yet? If you don't hate me now...keep reading!
I am thankful for an amazing God who doesn't just leave me hanging there!!! As I'm chewing on this for two days, He prompts a friend to return a book to me that I haven't had for awhile. He then prompts me on Monday to pick it up and start re-reading it (I think for about the fifth time now...it's that good!). Tuesday morning, in Radical by David Platt, here's what I read:
"The gospel reveals eternal realities about God that we would sometimes rather not face. We prefer to sit back, enjoy our cliches, and picture God as a Father who might help us, all the while ignoring God as a Judge who might damn us. Maybe this is why we fill our lives with the constant drivel of entertainment in our culture--and in our church. We are afraid that if we stop and really look at God in his Word, we might discover that He evokes greater awe and demands deeper worship than we are ready to give Him."
Yes, I wrote in the margin "Ouch!"
Platt goes on: "But this is just the point. We are not ready to give Him what He asks for because our hearts are set against Him. God's revelation in the gospel not only reveals who He is, but it also reveals who we are."
After I read through the next section entitled "Who We Really Are", I wrote this: "Warning! This is raw stuff". I wish I could reprint it all here...but to do so is most likely illegal and would therefore fly in the face of any credibility I'm attempting to have in regard to this topic. I'll attempt to summarize, but by no means can do justice to this message. There are some hard-hitting, yet Biblical realities that I'm not sure we're all ready to hear. Maybe the more accurate observation is that we can't hear them...because to listen to the true Jesus of the Bible is just as scandalous in our American churches today as it was over 2000 years ago in the Middle East. But these are some of the things Platt writes that had me in tears by the end of the section:
"We are each born with an evil, God-hating heart." (reference Genesis 8:21 and Luke 11:13)
"Many people say, "Well, I have always loved God," but the reality is, no one has. We may have loved a god that we made up in our minds, but the God of the Bible, we hate."
"Everything in all creation responds in obedience to the Creator...until we get to you and me. We have the audacity to look God in the face and say, 'No.'"
"The gospel confronts us with the hopelessness of our sinful condition. But we don't like what we see of ourselves in the gospel so we shrink back from it. We live in a land of self-improvement. Certainly there are steps we can take to make ourselves better. So we modify what the gospel says about us." (emphasis mine)
"We are not evil, we think, and certainly not spiritually dead. Haven't you heard of the power of positive thinking? I can become a better me and experience my best life now. That's why God is there--to make that happen. My life is not going right, but God loves me and has a plan to fix my life. I simply need to follow certain steps, think certain things, and check off certain boxes, and then I am good."
I have to stop quoting before I get sued! But I desperately want to print more. As "in your face" as this is, this book is flying off of bookshelves, being studied and preached about in hundreds of congregations all over the country...can we assume that people are finally exasperatedly exhausted of our American version of "do-it-yourself" religion?
Platt continues that our diagnosis and our conclusion to actually "do-it-yourself" fits in very nicely with a culture where self-sufficiency, self-esteem, self-confidence, self-discipline...self, self, self...are highly praised, rewarded and even exalted. Isn't this why the poor are looked down upon? After all, in America...we all have the same opportunities for education, working hard, living right and pulling ourselves up by our own bootstraps so anyone can be successful if they just set their mind to it. If you believe that, then you're not going to like me very much when I tell you that's a bunch of hooey! Why?
Platt puts it best: "Meanwhile, the biblical gospel says, "You are an enemy of God, dead in your sin, and in your present state of rebellion, you are not even able to see that you need life, much less to cause yourself to come to life. Therefore, you are radically dependent on God to do something in your life that you could never do." (obviously, emphasis mine!)
Chew on this! Please!
- Do you see that that person who's only ever known abuse and neglect can't possibly get out of that awful relationship because they do not even see that they need life, much less deserve it?
- Do we fully grasp that the drug, alcohol, gossip. slander or sex addict can't possibly stop on their own no matter how many steps they complete without a God who reminds them that they are loved with a boundless love so they are worth giving up that addiction and letting Him satisfy all of the voids they're trying to fill.
- Do we "get" that the chronic welfare recipient doesn't understand that there is another way of life because not only were the educational and financial opportunities unavailable and welfare is all they know...but no one has ever introduced them to the God who says, "You are worth a price more valuable than any government program could ever offer you. You were worth my very life."
- And last, do we trust the Holy Spirit of the God who created everything and everyone to grow them in His time and in His way? Yes, they will stumble...as do we all. Yes, they will return to the comfort of what they know...as do we all. Yes, they may take steps more slowly than our agenda would allow...but growing at God's speed, instead of ours...is the only way they'll even make it to the finish line.
I would add...Now we're getting to where there is true freedom in Christ...not some pasted on smile while you're dying inside kind of freedom...but the kind of freedom where you're so downright giddy, people wonder what you've been drinking...the kind of freedom that leaves you breathless when God disciplines (remember, it means simply "to teach") and brings you face-to-face with the ugliness and depravity of your heart and yet, lovingly He says, "C'mon Angela...let Me show you how to change this...you've been trying on your own long enough!"...the kind of freedom that leaves you standing (or sometimes sprawled out on the floor) in awe of a Creator that was nailed to a cross and drank the entire cup of God's wrath so that I can be weightless, "soar on wings like eagles" and "run and not grow weary" (Isaiah 40:31) Isn't that a gospel that's worth becoming radical about?!
And here's where we come back to what He's asking. You see, if all we have to do is "believe" then is there really any cost? But Jesus said we have to take up our cross and follow Him (Matthew 10:38) so He must have thought it was going to cost us something. That's why I said previously, "maybe we are making the gospel too easy". I guess, the gospel is easy because Jesus does all the work...but it will cost us everything. To teach anything less is not teaching the Truth of who Jesus is and what He demands of us. Now ask yourself, is that the kind of gospel we routinely hear in America today? Something else for you to chew on!
As if Platt's book weren't enough, today in Jesus Calling, I read: "This is the age of self-help. Bookstores abound with books about "taking care of number one,"making oneself the center of all things. The main goal of these methodologies is to become self-sufficient and confident. You, however, have been called to take a "road less traveled": continual dependence on Me. True confidence comes from knowing you are complete in My Presence. Everything you need has its counterpart in Me."
Do you think He's trying to remind me of something? I pray I say this humbly and it is received that way: this time...I don't think I'm the only one He's talking to.
What are you trying to fix yourself? What plans are you trying to make happen? What 5 year goal are you striving for that may never have been God's plan for you to begin with? What joy, love, hope, freedom, sanity and peace have you sacrificed because you've bought into this American lie that YOU are the master of your fate?
Yeah, I've had some people look at me funny when I say I have no "goals" for Boundless Minstries, or that I'm leaving a situation in God's hands so that the Holy Spirit can lead me in His perfect timing to say exactly what needs to be said. But the awareness that "I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me," (yet another great Galatians verse, 2:20a) is worth everything to me...no matter how "Radical" I seem!
Amen!
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Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Just in Case You Ever Wondered...
God's timing does work for others too!
I received an e-mail from a mom of 3 today explaining that she needs to find employment soon. She home schools and the desire of her heart is to continue to do so. She's open to any possibility, but something from home is definitely her preference. She asked me to help her pray about this.
Of course I was going to put it on our Prayer Request Page as soon as possible...but before I did that, I was given the privilege of letting her in on a little something fun! If you've actually clicked on the Prayer Request Page, you'll understand exactly what I mean.
Hmmm...the previous prayer request on that page is from a single expectant mom looking for affordable childcare. Funny how God works, isn't it?
Now, I don't know if the connection will work out for these two...only God can foresee that. But on this day, it truly was fun for me to be able to quickly reply back to my friend with a little hope that God may have answered her request before she ever even made it public. What could be more fun than that?!
And yes..."Just in Case You Ever Wondered..." this great Abba would like to do the same for you too! There is no magic formula and He's definitely not a giant slot machine in the sky (insert request...out pops the answer you want...NOT!). But He absolutely does delight in giving us the desires of our hearts.
Here's the little secret...if no one's ever told you this before...I am thrilled to be the first to tell you: When you seek Him, you will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:13) and when you delight yourself in Him, He will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4) But what you may never perceive happening...totally under the radar of your senses is that as you seek Him and delight yourself in Him...His desires become your desires...and why wouldn't He give you that?
Just something to chew on!
I received an e-mail from a mom of 3 today explaining that she needs to find employment soon. She home schools and the desire of her heart is to continue to do so. She's open to any possibility, but something from home is definitely her preference. She asked me to help her pray about this.
Of course I was going to put it on our Prayer Request Page as soon as possible...but before I did that, I was given the privilege of letting her in on a little something fun! If you've actually clicked on the Prayer Request Page, you'll understand exactly what I mean.
Hmmm...the previous prayer request on that page is from a single expectant mom looking for affordable childcare. Funny how God works, isn't it?
Now, I don't know if the connection will work out for these two...only God can foresee that. But on this day, it truly was fun for me to be able to quickly reply back to my friend with a little hope that God may have answered her request before she ever even made it public. What could be more fun than that?!
And yes..."Just in Case You Ever Wondered..." this great Abba would like to do the same for you too! There is no magic formula and He's definitely not a giant slot machine in the sky (insert request...out pops the answer you want...NOT!). But He absolutely does delight in giving us the desires of our hearts.
Here's the little secret...if no one's ever told you this before...I am thrilled to be the first to tell you: When you seek Him, you will find Him when you seek Him with all your heart. (Jeremiah 29:13) and when you delight yourself in Him, He will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4) But what you may never perceive happening...totally under the radar of your senses is that as you seek Him and delight yourself in Him...His desires become your desires...and why wouldn't He give you that?
Just something to chew on!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
"Re"Focus(ed) On the Weak Ones
I absolutely Love God's timing! On October 24, 2010, I posted the article below. At the time, Holy Spirit was teaching me just exactly where my focus needed to be. Today...He lovingly reminded me again and this article was one way He chose to remind me.
Friday was an interesting day. (see So Sometimes I Drag My Feet) It was very good but on the other hand someone did something that completely through me for a weird loop...if you will allow me to coin a new phrase. Why their behavior caught me off-guard...I still don't know. I truly should have anticipated it. And while even in the moment I caught Holy Spirit trying to remind me, "Don't take it personally. Let me deal with them. You are My child. Hold your head up high. You have done nothing but share the Truth in love." I still found myself perturbed at their behavior.
I kept trying to set it aside but found myself thinking through the "two cents worth" I would delight in giving them. Praise the Lord...His Holy Spirit stopped me from sharing what had happened with a friend right away or calling another friend later. My commitment to avoid grumbling and complaining was truly being tested! Later, and with some time separtion from the event, I attempted without the "g&c" to explain to Dale what happened. And he probably said the one most important thing I needed to hear, "You have no say in that." I know I'm taking this out of the context of the conversation and it probably makes no sense to you...but it was exactly what I needed to hear! Thank God for such a wise, insightful man!
Then in the evening I wrote the blog post for that day and God's provision was what I focused on and praised Him for. But yesterday morning, as I prayed through the emotion of the unpleasant event on Friday, I was reminded to pray for and pity this person in their sadness and bitterness. By yesterday evening, I had a few e-mail chats with my friend, Jennifer, and something she said about" focus" really got me chewing on that word. After the last e-mail, I even told her I needed to process some of what she'd said and with God's help...I could put it all together.
That "coming together" happened this morning! And I am so thankful it did! Again...God's perfect timing and perfect plan to speak to my heart the perfect Word I needed to hear!
You see, not only did this discouraging event take place on Friday...but I also had the following things happen: the mechanic that offered to help single moms with repairs; a mom whose single young adult pregnant daughter is moving back home asked me for advice on resources; I received an e-mail from a friend with the contact information for another single pregnant young mom that needs assistance; I had a single mom express her urgent need for heating fuel and I posted it as a prayer request on this blog; and a friend called for more information about a winter car care event for single moms so she could take the information to her neighbor...so how in the world could I be even for a moment obsessed with someone who slighted me? The answer is because I was focusing on those who are exalted not focusing on the weak ones!
I haven't just shared the link to this post because I know the odds of it actually being clicked are slim. I know reproducing it here makes this post uber-lengthy...but please read this...not because it's my words...because it comes straight from Scripture. I Corinthians 12 to be exact. Listen to God's Word not mine...and maybe like me...if we're all reminded to "Focus on the Weak Ones" God's Kingdom truly will come on Earth as it is in Heaven! Wouldn't that be worth it all?!
"Focus on the Weak Ones" originally written 10/24/2010
Took a little detour from John today, because of something I read in Forgotten God by Francis Chan.
He's writing about how if we're truly, living where, working at and doing the will of God...or where we like to say He has "called" us to be, then our lives should be making a difference in our neighborhoods, jobs, activities, and ministries. But many of us use this phrase to justify our nice home, nice job, expensive toys and lifestyle of pleasure and comfort.
He writes, "My purpose in posing these questions is not to convince you to "go into the ministry." I'm not about recruiting pastors or missionaries. My purpose in these questions is to get you to take I Corinthians 12 seriously, to believe that you have been given a manifestation of the Spirit and that your church, the worldwide body of Christ, and the world are crippled without your involvement."
Hmmm??? I'm supposed to take I Corinthians 12 seriously...I'd better read it and study it right?
So that's what I did and yeah, I've read it before, heard it preached many times...this is the passage that goes through the gifts of the Spirit and how they are all needed by the one body of the Church. None is more important than any other. The gifts are various (wisdom, knowledge, faith, affecting miracles, prophecy, distinguishing of spirits, various kinds of tongues and interpretation of tongues) but there is ONE Spirit, there is the same LORD.
A foot can't say it doesn't want to be part of the body, an eye can't choose to 'go it alone' or tell the hand, "I have no need of you." You get the idea...all gifts from the Spirit are given by Him, at His discretion and ALL are equally necessary to the Body of Christ, which is the Church (not a building...but the people!).
Then here's the lesson of the day: "And the eye cannot say to the hand, "I have no need of you"; or again the head to the feet, "I have no need of you." On the contrary, it is much truer that the members of the body which seem to be weaker are necessary; and those members of the body which we deem less honorable, on these we bestow more abundant honor, and our less presentable members become much more presentable, whereas our more presentable members have no need of it. But God has so composed the body, giving more abundant honor to that member which lacked, so that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it." (I Corinthians 12:21-26)
I've highlighted the words that jumped off the page at me. We (I) have been so wrong. We've elevated the people in our churches that seem to have it all together, and Paul says those people have no need of it.
They have no need of the body? I've known a lot of people like that in my church life! While we've alienated or pushed aside the "weaker" parts...the ones that are struggling, hurting, falling apart, barely hanging on and are honest about it. But Paul writes that God wants just the opposite...we should bestow more honor on the weaker members. He even says they are necessary...why?
What happens when we focus more honor on the weak? (V. 25) "that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another."
No division in the Body?? I've never known a church like that...shoot, I've even caused some division I know! Why? Because I was focused (and thus displeased!) with the ones that seem to have it all together and didn't even need the Body.
If I'd been placing my focus and energy on the weaker members, I wouldn't have been so consumed with the people that were irritating me so much. (This goes back to my post about the phrase "When You're Down, Be a Blessing To Others") Think about how much opportunity we've missed bestowing honor on someone who may desperately need it because we've been so busy trying to please the ones that don't really need the Body anyway!!
Yikes, God forgive me for my misplaced (and wasted!) energy.
You can even feel it in your spirit too, can't you?? When you sit in the presence of someone that is truly broken and can do nothing but place their entire life in the palm of God's hand and see where He takes them...you know there's something different, don't you?? (This does not refer to someone that's just wallowing, wanting attention and not seeking God for advice but rather wants pity and everyone else to do the work of healing for them.)
Back in James, he wrote, "My brethren, do not hold your faith in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ with an attitude of personal favoritism. For if a man comes into your assembly with a gold ring and dressed in fine clothes, and there also comes in a a poor man in dirty clothes, and you pay special attention to the one who is wearing the fine clothes, and say, "You sit here in a good place," and you say to the poor man, "You stand over there, or sit down by my footstool," have you not made distinctions among yourselves, and become judges with evil motives?" (2:1-4) This is a more financial and outward manifestation of what we do in our churches regarding spiritual gifts and spiritual leaders every day.
Why are we so devastated when a pastor or leader fails, sins and secretly runs away? Because we've elevated them into a place of honor God never meant for them to hold. Why do we turn to the ones that appear to "have it all together" and accept their advice with no question then beat ourselves up because "we just must not be as strong as________"? Because we don't trust the Holy Spirit to work in us and reveal the path and advice we should follow.
Don't get me wrong, God places amazing people in our lives because we were not intended to travel this journey alone. But when we're seeking direction, accountability and discernment are we approaching people because of who they are and the position they hold or because that person's been through something similar, humility is evidenced in their lives and the Holy Spirit has laid it on your heart to seek their counsel?? I am definitely guilty of the former!
In I Corinthians, Paul continues to write that all are not apostles, miracle workers, teachers, healers, speaking in tongues but that we should "earnestly desire the greater gifts" (He specifically mentions prophecy twice in 14:1 and 14:39) "And I will show you a better way."
What is that better way? It's chapter 13 or what we Christians call the Love Chapter. If you haven't read it...do it right now...for Love is the better way!
And honestly, the best counsel and wisdom I've EVER received was when I wasn't even looking for it...it was when I wanted to start exercising regularly, and someone I barely knew took me up on the offer...the amazing conversations we've had are still very dear to me; it was watching a pastor and his wife be unfairly torn apart and yet sticking to the message that God had given them that we all are loved; it was receiving letters of heartfelt sorrow from a young wife whose marriage was falling apart and she was still struggling with anger from a hurtful past; it was getting a call from a man who'd got caught doing something illegal and seeking my advice because of how he saw us handle my dad's situation; it's watching a single mom that has every right to wallow, throwing caution to the wind and saying, 'no matter what happens, I will serve the LORD!'; and it's an acquaintance persistently asking with true concern, 'how are you doing?' until I began to know her heart and trust that Holy Spirit had brought a true friend into my life.
None of these people sought to have a place of honor...but in their weakness...and in their love...I have been honored to know them!
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Friday was an interesting day. (see So Sometimes I Drag My Feet) It was very good but on the other hand someone did something that completely through me for a weird loop...if you will allow me to coin a new phrase. Why their behavior caught me off-guard...I still don't know. I truly should have anticipated it. And while even in the moment I caught Holy Spirit trying to remind me, "Don't take it personally. Let me deal with them. You are My child. Hold your head up high. You have done nothing but share the Truth in love." I still found myself perturbed at their behavior.
I kept trying to set it aside but found myself thinking through the "two cents worth" I would delight in giving them. Praise the Lord...His Holy Spirit stopped me from sharing what had happened with a friend right away or calling another friend later. My commitment to avoid grumbling and complaining was truly being tested! Later, and with some time separtion from the event, I attempted without the "g&c" to explain to Dale what happened. And he probably said the one most important thing I needed to hear, "You have no say in that." I know I'm taking this out of the context of the conversation and it probably makes no sense to you...but it was exactly what I needed to hear! Thank God for such a wise, insightful man!
Then in the evening I wrote the blog post for that day and God's provision was what I focused on and praised Him for. But yesterday morning, as I prayed through the emotion of the unpleasant event on Friday, I was reminded to pray for and pity this person in their sadness and bitterness. By yesterday evening, I had a few e-mail chats with my friend, Jennifer, and something she said about" focus" really got me chewing on that word. After the last e-mail, I even told her I needed to process some of what she'd said and with God's help...I could put it all together.
That "coming together" happened this morning! And I am so thankful it did! Again...God's perfect timing and perfect plan to speak to my heart the perfect Word I needed to hear!
You see, not only did this discouraging event take place on Friday...but I also had the following things happen: the mechanic that offered to help single moms with repairs; a mom whose single young adult pregnant daughter is moving back home asked me for advice on resources; I received an e-mail from a friend with the contact information for another single pregnant young mom that needs assistance; I had a single mom express her urgent need for heating fuel and I posted it as a prayer request on this blog; and a friend called for more information about a winter car care event for single moms so she could take the information to her neighbor...so how in the world could I be even for a moment obsessed with someone who slighted me? The answer is because I was focusing on those who are exalted not focusing on the weak ones!
I haven't just shared the link to this post because I know the odds of it actually being clicked are slim. I know reproducing it here makes this post uber-lengthy...but please read this...not because it's my words...because it comes straight from Scripture. I Corinthians 12 to be exact. Listen to God's Word not mine...and maybe like me...if we're all reminded to "Focus on the Weak Ones" God's Kingdom truly will come on Earth as it is in Heaven! Wouldn't that be worth it all?!
"Focus on the Weak Ones" originally written 10/24/2010
Took a little detour from John today, because of something I read in Forgotten God by Francis Chan.
He's writing about how if we're truly, living where, working at and doing the will of God...or where we like to say He has "called" us to be, then our lives should be making a difference in our neighborhoods, jobs, activities, and ministries. But many of us use this phrase to justify our nice home, nice job, expensive toys and lifestyle of pleasure and comfort.
He writes, "My purpose in posing these questions is not to convince you to "go into the ministry." I'm not about recruiting pastors or missionaries. My purpose in these questions is to get you to take I Corinthians 12 seriously, to believe that you have been given a manifestation of the Spirit and that your church, the worldwide body of Christ, and the world are crippled without your involvement."
Hmmm??? I'm supposed to take I Corinthians 12 seriously...I'd better read it and study it right?
So that's what I did and yeah, I've read it before, heard it preached many times...this is the passage that goes through the gifts of the Spirit and how they are all needed by the one body of the Church. None is more important than any other. The gifts are various (wisdom, knowledge, faith, affecting miracles, prophecy, distinguishing of spirits, various kinds of tongues and interpretation of tongues) but there is ONE Spirit, there is the same LORD.
A foot can't say it doesn't want to be part of the body, an eye can't choose to 'go it alone' or tell the hand, "I have no need of you." You get the idea...all gifts from the Spirit are given by Him, at His discretion and ALL are equally necessary to the Body of Christ, which is the Church (not a building...but the people!).
Then here's the lesson of the day: "And the eye cannot say to the hand, "I have no need of you"; or again the head to the feet, "I have no need of you." On the contrary, it is much truer that the members of the body which seem to be weaker are necessary; and those members of the body which we deem less honorable, on these we bestow more abundant honor, and our less presentable members become much more presentable, whereas our more presentable members have no need of it. But God has so composed the body, giving more abundant honor to that member which lacked, so that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it." (I Corinthians 12:21-26)
I've highlighted the words that jumped off the page at me. We (I) have been so wrong. We've elevated the people in our churches that seem to have it all together, and Paul says those people have no need of it.
They have no need of the body? I've known a lot of people like that in my church life! While we've alienated or pushed aside the "weaker" parts...the ones that are struggling, hurting, falling apart, barely hanging on and are honest about it. But Paul writes that God wants just the opposite...we should bestow more honor on the weaker members. He even says they are necessary...why?
What happens when we focus more honor on the weak? (V. 25) "that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another."
No division in the Body?? I've never known a church like that...shoot, I've even caused some division I know! Why? Because I was focused (and thus displeased!) with the ones that seem to have it all together and didn't even need the Body.
If I'd been placing my focus and energy on the weaker members, I wouldn't have been so consumed with the people that were irritating me so much. (This goes back to my post about the phrase "When You're Down, Be a Blessing To Others") Think about how much opportunity we've missed bestowing honor on someone who may desperately need it because we've been so busy trying to please the ones that don't really need the Body anyway!!
Yikes, God forgive me for my misplaced (and wasted!) energy.
You can even feel it in your spirit too, can't you?? When you sit in the presence of someone that is truly broken and can do nothing but place their entire life in the palm of God's hand and see where He takes them...you know there's something different, don't you?? (This does not refer to someone that's just wallowing, wanting attention and not seeking God for advice but rather wants pity and everyone else to do the work of healing for them.)
Back in James, he wrote, "My brethren, do not hold your faith in our glorious Lord Jesus Christ with an attitude of personal favoritism. For if a man comes into your assembly with a gold ring and dressed in fine clothes, and there also comes in a a poor man in dirty clothes, and you pay special attention to the one who is wearing the fine clothes, and say, "You sit here in a good place," and you say to the poor man, "You stand over there, or sit down by my footstool," have you not made distinctions among yourselves, and become judges with evil motives?" (2:1-4) This is a more financial and outward manifestation of what we do in our churches regarding spiritual gifts and spiritual leaders every day.
Why are we so devastated when a pastor or leader fails, sins and secretly runs away? Because we've elevated them into a place of honor God never meant for them to hold. Why do we turn to the ones that appear to "have it all together" and accept their advice with no question then beat ourselves up because "we just must not be as strong as________"? Because we don't trust the Holy Spirit to work in us and reveal the path and advice we should follow.
Don't get me wrong, God places amazing people in our lives because we were not intended to travel this journey alone. But when we're seeking direction, accountability and discernment are we approaching people because of who they are and the position they hold or because that person's been through something similar, humility is evidenced in their lives and the Holy Spirit has laid it on your heart to seek their counsel?? I am definitely guilty of the former!
In I Corinthians, Paul continues to write that all are not apostles, miracle workers, teachers, healers, speaking in tongues but that we should "earnestly desire the greater gifts" (He specifically mentions prophecy twice in 14:1 and 14:39) "And I will show you a better way."
What is that better way? It's chapter 13 or what we Christians call the Love Chapter. If you haven't read it...do it right now...for Love is the better way!
And honestly, the best counsel and wisdom I've EVER received was when I wasn't even looking for it...it was when I wanted to start exercising regularly, and someone I barely knew took me up on the offer...the amazing conversations we've had are still very dear to me; it was watching a pastor and his wife be unfairly torn apart and yet sticking to the message that God had given them that we all are loved; it was receiving letters of heartfelt sorrow from a young wife whose marriage was falling apart and she was still struggling with anger from a hurtful past; it was getting a call from a man who'd got caught doing something illegal and seeking my advice because of how he saw us handle my dad's situation; it's watching a single mom that has every right to wallow, throwing caution to the wind and saying, 'no matter what happens, I will serve the LORD!'; and it's an acquaintance persistently asking with true concern, 'how are you doing?' until I began to know her heart and trust that Holy Spirit had brought a true friend into my life.
None of these people sought to have a place of honor...but in their weakness...and in their love...I have been honored to know them!
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Saturday, October 22, 2011
Guest Author for the Day
Today, my dear friend, Jennifer Miller, wrote a Facebook note and said it could be shared with anyone that may need the information. I'm reposting it here in attempt to get the information to even more single moms who may need it. I reprint this here exactly as it was written.
We've all got our reality that we have to face.
Sometimes we face a reality that is filled with joy and adventure! A new baby, a new marriage, buying a home, a dream job, vacation, and so on.
Sometimes we face a reality that hurts and tears at our heart. An injury, a lost loved one, a failed marriage, betrayal, unemployment, and so on.
Whatever the reality, no one is exempt from facing them. We don't always get to choose our reality. However, some realities we do choose, good or bad.
I have some wonderful realities; four of them are on the top of my list. They are Grace, Della, TJ, and Claira...my kiddos, my blessings, my challenges, my gifts from God, my reason for each day.
I also have a terrible reality. A failed marriage. I didn't choose it. But here I am and there it is. Whether I face it or not, it continues to be there each morning that I rise to start a new day. Its a reality that is very hard to face.
When we have wonderful realities, there are typically plenty around who want to celebrate with us.
When we have difficult realities, people aren't so readily available. Maybe they are uncomfortable or speechless about our reality. Maybe they are afraid of our reality. Maybe they just don't know what to do with our reality. Or perhaps they just don't like our reality and find it easier to stay away. No judgment there, we all have avoided someone's reality.
We need support, encouragement, and help facing those hard realities. I am here to offer encouragement to any single moms out there. I have found some sources of hope and help with facing my reality. I want to share them with you. If you are reading this, but you are not facing the terrible reality of being a single mom, however you do know a single mom, I challenge you to share this information with her. Trust me, more than likely, she will welcome the information.
For single moms living in the northern Kentucky area, a new single moms group has formed at Hebron Lutheran church. This group is a dream come true for single moms. It offers mentors, community, support, understanding, acceptance, and love. This group meets on Wednesday evenings from 5:45-7:30. Childcare is provided from preschoolers through elementary ages. Dinner is provided for elementary children and moms for FREE as well! To participate in the moms group is also FREE! Come. Don't allow yourself to be alone in this journey.
For single moms in the northern Kentucky are AND abroad, I encourage you to visit Boundless Ministries at www.writingabetterstory-ab.blogspot.com. This ministry exists to encourage single moms through prayer and providing for needs in whatever way possible. I am close friends with the founders of Boundless Ministries, Dale and Angela Barthauer. For some wonderful reason, God has laid single moms on the hearts of Dale and Angela. They are passionate about helping, encouraging, and reaching out to single moms. This is a great place to share prayer requests for you, if you are a single mom, or for a single mom that you know. This may be a new ministry, but let me tell you, God has big plans and loves showing off through Boundless Ministries. I encourage you to visit the website, share the website, interact on the website, and if you feel so led, pray for the prayer request posted. There is also a place to donate to the ministry should God lead your heart there.
I hope and pray that this information will encourage at least one single mom out there. Feel free to share this note on your FaceBook page if you feel led to do so. If you would like more information about either of these ministries, please feel free to message me.
His,
Jennifer
Anyone that would like more information about Hebron Lutheran's single moms' group, message me at a.barthauer@gmail.com and I will get it to you.
We've all got our reality that we have to face.
Sometimes we face a reality that is filled with joy and adventure! A new baby, a new marriage, buying a home, a dream job, vacation, and so on.
Sometimes we face a reality that hurts and tears at our heart. An injury, a lost loved one, a failed marriage, betrayal, unemployment, and so on.
Whatever the reality, no one is exempt from facing them. We don't always get to choose our reality. However, some realities we do choose, good or bad.
I have some wonderful realities; four of them are on the top of my list. They are Grace, Della, TJ, and Claira...my kiddos, my blessings, my challenges, my gifts from God, my reason for each day.
I also have a terrible reality. A failed marriage. I didn't choose it. But here I am and there it is. Whether I face it or not, it continues to be there each morning that I rise to start a new day. Its a reality that is very hard to face.
When we have wonderful realities, there are typically plenty around who want to celebrate with us.
When we have difficult realities, people aren't so readily available. Maybe they are uncomfortable or speechless about our reality. Maybe they are afraid of our reality. Maybe they just don't know what to do with our reality. Or perhaps they just don't like our reality and find it easier to stay away. No judgment there, we all have avoided someone's reality.
We need support, encouragement, and help facing those hard realities. I am here to offer encouragement to any single moms out there. I have found some sources of hope and help with facing my reality. I want to share them with you. If you are reading this, but you are not facing the terrible reality of being a single mom, however you do know a single mom, I challenge you to share this information with her. Trust me, more than likely, she will welcome the information.
For single moms living in the northern Kentucky area, a new single moms group has formed at Hebron Lutheran church. This group is a dream come true for single moms. It offers mentors, community, support, understanding, acceptance, and love. This group meets on Wednesday evenings from 5:45-7:30. Childcare is provided from preschoolers through elementary ages. Dinner is provided for elementary children and moms for FREE as well! To participate in the moms group is also FREE! Come. Don't allow yourself to be alone in this journey.
For single moms in the northern Kentucky are AND abroad, I encourage you to visit Boundless Ministries at www.writingabetterstory-ab.blogspot.com. This ministry exists to encourage single moms through prayer and providing for needs in whatever way possible. I am close friends with the founders of Boundless Ministries, Dale and Angela Barthauer. For some wonderful reason, God has laid single moms on the hearts of Dale and Angela. They are passionate about helping, encouraging, and reaching out to single moms. This is a great place to share prayer requests for you, if you are a single mom, or for a single mom that you know. This may be a new ministry, but let me tell you, God has big plans and loves showing off through Boundless Ministries. I encourage you to visit the website, share the website, interact on the website, and if you feel so led, pray for the prayer request posted. There is also a place to donate to the ministry should God lead your heart there.
I hope and pray that this information will encourage at least one single mom out there. Feel free to share this note on your FaceBook page if you feel led to do so. If you would like more information about either of these ministries, please feel free to message me.
His,
Jennifer
Anyone that would like more information about Hebron Lutheran's single moms' group, message me at a.barthauer@gmail.com and I will get it to you.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Urgent Prayer Request
After posting the bi-monthly updates, I received a more urgent request from a Mom of 3. Although it hasn't reached winter temperatures yet, heating oil is already becoming a necessity in the early morning hours.
Her oil tank is very low but she doesn't know how low. The gauge on her tank needs fixed. She must also purchase a minimum of 150 gallons in order for the oil truck to make the trip.
So the obvious request is that God would provide the funds for her to purchase the much needed oil before the temperatures drop even more. The not-so-obvious request is for this mom's peace while she waits for God's provision. He will provide...of that I am sure. It may not be in the timing or the way that we think...but it will be in the timing and way that brings Him the most glory!
Thank you for praying for this mom!
Her oil tank is very low but she doesn't know how low. The gauge on her tank needs fixed. She must also purchase a minimum of 150 gallons in order for the oil truck to make the trip.
So the obvious request is that God would provide the funds for her to purchase the much needed oil before the temperatures drop even more. The not-so-obvious request is for this mom's peace while she waits for God's provision. He will provide...of that I am sure. It may not be in the timing or the way that we think...but it will be in the timing and way that brings Him the most glory!
Thank you for praying for this mom!
Bi-monthly Prayer Requests and Needs
Since we experienced some computer technical difficulties this past week, I'm slightly behind in updating the prayer requests for Boundless Ministries. It's all updated now and ready for some prayer warriors to start hitting their knees!
God is good and I am convinced that one of the primary purposes of this ministry is that as the needs of God's people are presented for prayer, He can demonstrate the power and perfect timing of His provision. I'm not bragging on myself...this is completely His thing! And honestly...He's really good at it.
Just today, I've had two new expectant single moms brought to my attention and an amazing offer from a mechanic to help out single moms as God allows! What a beautiful God we serve! I feel like God has granted me a little extra wind under my wings today. Please join me in praying that as He began this good work in us, we can count on Him to carry it on to completion! (Philippians 1:6) Amen!
Here's the link to our Prayer Request Page. Thank you for your faithfulness to pray. If you'd ever like to become a Prayer Partner for Boundless Ministries, just send me an e-mail at a.barthauer@gmail.com with "E-mail prayer requests" in the subject line and you'll be added to the bi-monthly e-mail list.
God is good and I am convinced that one of the primary purposes of this ministry is that as the needs of God's people are presented for prayer, He can demonstrate the power and perfect timing of His provision. I'm not bragging on myself...this is completely His thing! And honestly...He's really good at it.
Just today, I've had two new expectant single moms brought to my attention and an amazing offer from a mechanic to help out single moms as God allows! What a beautiful God we serve! I feel like God has granted me a little extra wind under my wings today. Please join me in praying that as He began this good work in us, we can count on Him to carry it on to completion! (Philippians 1:6) Amen!
Here's the link to our Prayer Request Page. Thank you for your faithfulness to pray. If you'd ever like to become a Prayer Partner for Boundless Ministries, just send me an e-mail at a.barthauer@gmail.com with "E-mail prayer requests" in the subject line and you'll be added to the bi-monthly e-mail list.
So Sometimes I Drag My Feet...
and God speeds up the timing for me! I just LOVE that about Him.
You see, there's a family in our home school co-op. I recently learned the husband is a mechanic that works out of his home. His wife has said that he is a lot more affordable because he doesn't mark up the cost of parts.
Just about two weeks ago, I commented to my husband, "I wonder if I approached J____ if he would consider doing repairs for single moms at a reduced cost?" Dale thought that was a good idea. In the back of my mind, I was also thinking that of course I'd throw some regular priced work to him from us or anyone else in need of a mechanic whenever I could!
Now, I could have e-mailed his wife and started the ball rolling...but somehow I actually dropped the ball. Last week, they weren't at co-op and in the meantime, First Church of Christ had contacted me about their Car Care Saturday event.
But God doesn't drop the ball...so of course, today...J_____ walked up to me and said something like, "H____ (his wife) told me about your ministry to single moms. If anyone ever needs repairs, I could do it for the cost of the parts or at half-price or something."
I am humbled!
I'm not sure that I'm as amazed at God doing something like this...but I am absolutely fascinated by how He puts it all together!
While I'm processing what was taking place, I know in some way I communicated that maybe as a need arises, we can find someone to donate the money to cover parts or as we receive financial donations for Boundless Ministries the cost for parts or his reduced fees could come from that. But whatever I actually said...I am not certain. One thing I am certain of though...if God went this far to put this connection together, when a mom has a "automobile need", He'll make sure the money becomes available somehow.
God's pretty good at working out the details so far...I think I'll just leave it up to Him to figure out how!
You see, there's a family in our home school co-op. I recently learned the husband is a mechanic that works out of his home. His wife has said that he is a lot more affordable because he doesn't mark up the cost of parts.
Just about two weeks ago, I commented to my husband, "I wonder if I approached J____ if he would consider doing repairs for single moms at a reduced cost?" Dale thought that was a good idea. In the back of my mind, I was also thinking that of course I'd throw some regular priced work to him from us or anyone else in need of a mechanic whenever I could!
Now, I could have e-mailed his wife and started the ball rolling...but somehow I actually dropped the ball. Last week, they weren't at co-op and in the meantime, First Church of Christ had contacted me about their Car Care Saturday event.
But God doesn't drop the ball...so of course, today...J_____ walked up to me and said something like, "H____ (his wife) told me about your ministry to single moms. If anyone ever needs repairs, I could do it for the cost of the parts or at half-price or something."
I am humbled!
I'm not sure that I'm as amazed at God doing something like this...but I am absolutely fascinated by how He puts it all together!
While I'm processing what was taking place, I know in some way I communicated that maybe as a need arises, we can find someone to donate the money to cover parts or as we receive financial donations for Boundless Ministries the cost for parts or his reduced fees could come from that. But whatever I actually said...I am not certain. One thing I am certain of though...if God went this far to put this connection together, when a mom has a "automobile need", He'll make sure the money becomes available somehow.
God's pretty good at working out the details so far...I think I'll just leave it up to Him to figure out how!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Vegan Gingerbread Scones
I haven't posted anything on my vegan blog for a long, long time. There are just not enough hours in the day! But I recently had a few requests for this recipe and with the holidays coming up...I thought it would be a good time to share.
1 tsp ground ginger
½ tsp baking soda
½ tsp salt
½ tsp ground cinnamon
¼ c. coconut oil or organic palm oil shortening
1/3 c molasses
¼ c. almond milk
1 egg substitute (I use 1 Tbsp flax meal + 3 Tbsp water)
Sugar, to sprinkle on top
Gingerbread Scones
2 c. flour (could substitute 1 c. gluten-free blend)
3 Tbsp brown sugar
2 tsp baking powder1 tsp ground ginger
½ tsp baking soda
½ tsp salt
½ tsp ground cinnamon
¼ c. coconut oil or organic palm oil shortening
1/3 c molasses
¼ c. almond milk
1 egg substitute (I use 1 Tbsp flax meal + 3 Tbsp water)
Sugar, to sprinkle on top
1. Preheat oven to 400°F.
2. In a large bowl, combine flour, brown sugar, baking powder, ginger, baking soda, salt and cinnamon.
3. Cut in coconut oil or shortening until mixture resembles coarse crumbs.4. In a small bowl, combine the molasses, milk and egg substitute until smooth; stir into the flour mixture just until moistened.
5. Turn out onto a floured surface; knead gently 6-8 times.
6. Pat into an 8-inch circle; cut into 12 wedges and place 1 inch apart on a lightly greased baking sheet.
7. Sprinkle with small amount of sugar. (Sugar in the Raw or Rapadura works well and looks more professional)
8. Bake for 12-15 minutes or until golden brown.
9. Serve warm.
Notes:
· My “normal” scone recipe does not require cutting the scones before baking. You pat them into a circle on the cookie sheet and cut them after baking. I think this make a softer scone.
· Also, if you’re using any gluten-free flour, it wouldn’t hurt to throw in ¼ tsp of xanthan gum.
· If you are using coconut oil and almond milk, check the scones while baking because they may be done a little quicker. I think these products make most of my baked items a little dryer so they cook faster…probably because there is less fat in almond milk than cow’s milk.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Galatians
When I recently finished Beth Moore's Living Beyond Yourself for the second time, I was at a loss as to where to turn next for Bible study. The only women's group I know that meets is already knee-deep in their fall session of another Beth Moore study. I considered going through Believing God (yes, another Beth Moore!) because the first time I went through it, I couldn't listen to her speaking sessions and I just don't think my heart was ready to hear the depth of what that study teaches.
But a brief internet search showed me that I still can't get the audio sessions for Believing God without buying the CDs...not something for which I have the funds right now. While I am daily inspired by Jesus Calling (Sarah Young), I was still longing for something deeper.
I prepared to start Believing God and it just didn't "feel right". So I prayed a quick, "Where do you want me to study, Lord?" and Galatians came to mind. I've done a quick read through of Galatians twice since March because that's where Beth Moore starts out for Living Beyond Yourself, but there's apparently something in this short (compartively speaking!) epistle that Paul wrote to the churches of Galatia that I haven't quite "gotten" yet. So this is where I started.
I've read through the book and following my Inductive Study Bible's suggestion, I've gone back through and marked every reference to the author (in this case Paul) and the recipients of the letter (the churches in Galatia (modern day southwestern Turkey). What I'm struck with initially is that there is absolutely no "shmoozing" with Paul. He quickly and directly gets to the heart of the matter:
"I am amazed that you are so quickly deserting Him who called you by the grace of Christ, for a different gospel; which is really not another; only there are some who are disturbing you and want to distort the gospel of Christ." (Galatians 1:6-7, NASB)
In chapter 1, Paul goes on to give a brief history of his conversion and receiving of the gospel (good news) directly from Jesus...not another man...so it is not distorted. His history includes some of his travels to other churches and how he was received by the apostles in Jerusalem. But by chapter 2, verse 11, he's relaying the story of his confrontation with Peter over this same "different gospel" that even Peter...the pillar of the church...had succumbed to. What was this "different gospel"? It was a teaching being passed around by some of the Jews that Gentiles (non-Jewish Christians) should become circumcised in order to be part of the faith.
But Paul knew this to stand in direct contradiction to what Jesus taught...that the only thing that saves us from sin is complete faith and belief ("putting your trust with" is the definition of believe) in the saving work of Jesus on the cross. This is called grace. In other words, there is no work...nothing we can do by our own hands that bridges the gap between us standing in our sin and the Almighty, all-holy God. Only Jesus, the Christ (Messiah), does this for us.
But the churches in Galatia were being taught a different gospel. One where you had to be circumcised to be "saved". A gospel of works...not grace alone. And Paul was ready to defend his faith and repudiate this false teaching...even bringing up his previous confrontation on this same matter with Peter.
I'm just getting into this book, but here's what keeps coming to mind over and over again:
This epistle of Paul's to the Galatians is estimated to have been written around 47-48 AD. Now, if you believe the historical dating that modern scholars have done, Jesus would have died circa 30 AD. Do the math...less than 20 years after having lived day in and day out with Jesus...watching His arrest, knowing of His crucifixion and seeing Him, talking to Him and walking with Him, Peter has begun to adhere to a perversion of God's gift of grace through Jesus to us. And Paul's not afraid to call him out on it.
Over 2000 years removed from the incarnation of God on Earth, what have we perverted from this simple gospel of grace? What have we conformed to fit our idea of who God is and who we just want Him to be? How do we remain certain that we are adhering to the true gospel...the one of unmerited favor (grace) with God...the gospel that teaches God Himself came to Earth in human form, walked among us, died, was buried and rose again so that we no longer have to be slaves to sin...this same Jesus that said as great as it was for Him to be here, it was better for Him to leave so that His actual Spirit could live inside us...not walking beside us anymore...but inhabiting the very temple of our bodies?
How do we keep from putting our own "spin" on God's simple gospel? Obviously, we have to remain in His Word...the Bible. We absolutely have to communicate with Him...and not just once a day, once a week or once a month. If His Spirit inhabits our bodies, and we're surrendering to His will daily, shouldn't our every thought be in communion with Him? And if our thoughts stray, remembering He inhabits us is a good "guideline" for getting our thoughts back under His control.
And no...this is not easy. And yes...it takes a lot of time and work. But otherwise, how do you know the gospel you believe is truth or not. Are you just digesting what you hear a preacher saying every week without researching it for yourself and praying for God's Spirit to discern for you if it's truth or not?
I know these are tough questions to ask and possibly could require a whole reworking of your life's schedule to set aside the time to study the Bible and be alone with God. I know we Americans like things fast and easy and very uncomplicated...but I also know that we have strayed...very far from God's original purpose for His church (the people...not a building!). I don't even have to spell out for you just exactly how we've strayed...you know it in your soul, don't you?
Will we, like Paul, be called upon to point out the hypocrisy or works-oriented gospel that we may encounter? Possibly. But I know if we are, the Holy Spirit will give us His words to speak, not ours. Because in eternal things, His words...His good news...His gospel is the only one that matters!
But a brief internet search showed me that I still can't get the audio sessions for Believing God without buying the CDs...not something for which I have the funds right now. While I am daily inspired by Jesus Calling (Sarah Young), I was still longing for something deeper.
I prepared to start Believing God and it just didn't "feel right". So I prayed a quick, "Where do you want me to study, Lord?" and Galatians came to mind. I've done a quick read through of Galatians twice since March because that's where Beth Moore starts out for Living Beyond Yourself, but there's apparently something in this short (compartively speaking!) epistle that Paul wrote to the churches of Galatia that I haven't quite "gotten" yet. So this is where I started.
I've read through the book and following my Inductive Study Bible's suggestion, I've gone back through and marked every reference to the author (in this case Paul) and the recipients of the letter (the churches in Galatia (modern day southwestern Turkey). What I'm struck with initially is that there is absolutely no "shmoozing" with Paul. He quickly and directly gets to the heart of the matter:
"I am amazed that you are so quickly deserting Him who called you by the grace of Christ, for a different gospel; which is really not another; only there are some who are disturbing you and want to distort the gospel of Christ." (Galatians 1:6-7, NASB)
In chapter 1, Paul goes on to give a brief history of his conversion and receiving of the gospel (good news) directly from Jesus...not another man...so it is not distorted. His history includes some of his travels to other churches and how he was received by the apostles in Jerusalem. But by chapter 2, verse 11, he's relaying the story of his confrontation with Peter over this same "different gospel" that even Peter...the pillar of the church...had succumbed to. What was this "different gospel"? It was a teaching being passed around by some of the Jews that Gentiles (non-Jewish Christians) should become circumcised in order to be part of the faith.
But Paul knew this to stand in direct contradiction to what Jesus taught...that the only thing that saves us from sin is complete faith and belief ("putting your trust with" is the definition of believe) in the saving work of Jesus on the cross. This is called grace. In other words, there is no work...nothing we can do by our own hands that bridges the gap between us standing in our sin and the Almighty, all-holy God. Only Jesus, the Christ (Messiah), does this for us.
But the churches in Galatia were being taught a different gospel. One where you had to be circumcised to be "saved". A gospel of works...not grace alone. And Paul was ready to defend his faith and repudiate this false teaching...even bringing up his previous confrontation on this same matter with Peter.
I'm just getting into this book, but here's what keeps coming to mind over and over again:
This epistle of Paul's to the Galatians is estimated to have been written around 47-48 AD. Now, if you believe the historical dating that modern scholars have done, Jesus would have died circa 30 AD. Do the math...less than 20 years after having lived day in and day out with Jesus...watching His arrest, knowing of His crucifixion and seeing Him, talking to Him and walking with Him, Peter has begun to adhere to a perversion of God's gift of grace through Jesus to us. And Paul's not afraid to call him out on it.
Over 2000 years removed from the incarnation of God on Earth, what have we perverted from this simple gospel of grace? What have we conformed to fit our idea of who God is and who we just want Him to be? How do we remain certain that we are adhering to the true gospel...the one of unmerited favor (grace) with God...the gospel that teaches God Himself came to Earth in human form, walked among us, died, was buried and rose again so that we no longer have to be slaves to sin...this same Jesus that said as great as it was for Him to be here, it was better for Him to leave so that His actual Spirit could live inside us...not walking beside us anymore...but inhabiting the very temple of our bodies?
How do we keep from putting our own "spin" on God's simple gospel? Obviously, we have to remain in His Word...the Bible. We absolutely have to communicate with Him...and not just once a day, once a week or once a month. If His Spirit inhabits our bodies, and we're surrendering to His will daily, shouldn't our every thought be in communion with Him? And if our thoughts stray, remembering He inhabits us is a good "guideline" for getting our thoughts back under His control.
And no...this is not easy. And yes...it takes a lot of time and work. But otherwise, how do you know the gospel you believe is truth or not. Are you just digesting what you hear a preacher saying every week without researching it for yourself and praying for God's Spirit to discern for you if it's truth or not?
I know these are tough questions to ask and possibly could require a whole reworking of your life's schedule to set aside the time to study the Bible and be alone with God. I know we Americans like things fast and easy and very uncomplicated...but I also know that we have strayed...very far from God's original purpose for His church (the people...not a building!). I don't even have to spell out for you just exactly how we've strayed...you know it in your soul, don't you?
Will we, like Paul, be called upon to point out the hypocrisy or works-oriented gospel that we may encounter? Possibly. But I know if we are, the Holy Spirit will give us His words to speak, not ours. Because in eternal things, His words...His good news...His gospel is the only one that matters!
Monday, October 10, 2011
Picture Day!
Our budding artistic photographer, Abbey, took some photos of Dale and I today. Bear in mind, these were on a steep hill so a couple of the poses look a little awkward...but overall...I like how they turned out...even the cheesy, goofing off ones!
Painting a Picture
This is Abbey's photography blog.
Painting a Picture
This is Abbey's photography blog.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
I Have a Confession...
I am a grumbler!
Now, to those of you that know me...this is no great revelation. But I am so thankful and grateful to a God who knows our flaws, reveals them to us and patiently waits for us to be confronted with His awesome Truth so we can get about the business of ridding our lives of these flaws that do not reflect Him.
Such was my morning today. Although I've known for years, if not decades, that this is one of my greatest flaws, I have often felt helpless to change this very deep-rooted issue. I mean it's so deep that it goes back three generations before me that I know of...possibly more. I've always known that being critical is one of my biggest hangups and that it can very easily manifest itself as depression, negativity, pessimism, dissension, strife, gossip and anger. And while God has patiently and lovingly worked on each of these areas in my life, I became distinctly aware this morning just how pervasive my grumbling is. I even confessed to God that to cut this out of my life will be like losing a close relative. I know warped, right?
I kept thinking all of the nitpicking & fighting that my kids do has got to stop...and it does...but yesterday and today, I came face to face with how I am the root of this whole issue. My grumbling, my ranting, my negativity paints a picture for my family that they mold themselves into. And while I may be completely justified in most of my criticism, it makes everyone else in our family look through lenses of doubt, criticism and negativity...and that is not how God wants us to live.
So this was the revelation for today and why I believe Holy Spirit has brought me to the final crossroads on this issue. From this point forward, I cannot deny the Truth, I cannot pretend I do not know. No...today, I have to choose to walk in the Light of His Truth or stand in direct disobedience to Him (yes, sin!). And as I fervently prayed this morning, "Lord, I want to be a doer of the Word...not just a hearer. Give me a teachable spirit because I don't want to continue living this way."
In Jesus Calling, I read: "You have been on a long, uphill journey, and your energy is almost spent. Though you have faltered at times, you have not let go of My hand. I am pleased with your desire to stay close to Me. There is one thing, however, that displeases Me: your tendency to complain. You may talk to Me as much as you like about the difficulty of the path we are following. I understand better than anyone else the stresses and strains that have afflicted you. You can ventilate safely to Me, because talking with Me tempers your thoughts and helps you see things from My perspective.
Complaining to others is another matter altogether. It opens the door to deadly sins such as self-pity and rage. Whenever you are tempted to grumble, come to Me and talk it out. As you open up to Me, I will put My thoughts in your mind and My song in your heart." (I've underlined the portions that hit me square between the eyes.)
Yes...I do want to have His thoughts in my mind and His song in my heart! And I want my kids to quit grumbling...so it has to start with me, right? Right!
Just so neither I, nor anyone else can say that the passage above is merely a woman's rambling thoughts, I love that the author puts Scripture references on each page. Today's were exactly the ones with which I needed to be confronted. Jeremiah 31:25 "For I satisfy the weary ones and refresh everyone who languishes." and Philippians 2:14-15 "Do all things without grumbling or disputing; so that you will prove yourselves to be blameless and innocent, children of God above reproach in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you appear as lights in the world."
In my Bible, the Jeremiah passage has a cross reference to Jeremiah 31:12-14 which says God's bounty will make me radiant, my soul will have abundance and I can be satisfied with God's goodness. So each day, as I'm looking at what we have (or don't have), I need to talk to God about my concerns, frustrations, etc. and He "tempers your thoughts and helps you see things from My perspective." (Jesus Calling) From God's perspective, I have enough for today. Amen!
The Philippians passage had a cross reference to 1 Corinthians 10:10 which is referring to the Israelites and how their grumbling caused the destroyer to destroy them. Yikes! There have been days recently when I feel like our family is being destroyed by the grumbling and complaining. And where have they learned it? Who has set the standard? Yep...it's me!
And a direct reference to being a child of God is Ephesians 5:1, "Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children..." To imitate God and demonstrate myself as His child means to give up the grumbling right? Of course! What is the result? “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden; 15 nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. 16 Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven. (Matthew 5:14-16)
There it is. I've even experienced recently the pure shock at being confronted with another critical person at my tax prep classes. I came away from that experience realizing just how much God has changed me already. But now it's time to go even deeper...so that the ones who know me best and see me the most recognize the difference of the Holy Spirit in my life...particularly in the area of grumbling and complaining.
Now our church is all about making yourself accountable to someone when there's an area in your life where you want to grow and change. So today, I sat down with the four people who know me best and know my worst. These four have put up with a lot from me over the course of their young lives...and yet, they love me still. So who better to hold me accountable than my kids.
I realize I've set myself up to be corrected by my children...and I've asked them to do it in a kind, loving way...but even if they harshly reprimand me when I grumble, I pray that as I'm humbled by the reminder, I will remain thankful to a God who knows my every flaw and yet doesn't grumble against me. I pray that as Holy Spirit changes me, my children will sense the change and the prevailing attitude of criticism to each other is healed. But most of all, I just pray that I become such a good imitator of God that no one doubts I am His child.
Now, to those of you that know me...this is no great revelation. But I am so thankful and grateful to a God who knows our flaws, reveals them to us and patiently waits for us to be confronted with His awesome Truth so we can get about the business of ridding our lives of these flaws that do not reflect Him.
Such was my morning today. Although I've known for years, if not decades, that this is one of my greatest flaws, I have often felt helpless to change this very deep-rooted issue. I mean it's so deep that it goes back three generations before me that I know of...possibly more. I've always known that being critical is one of my biggest hangups and that it can very easily manifest itself as depression, negativity, pessimism, dissension, strife, gossip and anger. And while God has patiently and lovingly worked on each of these areas in my life, I became distinctly aware this morning just how pervasive my grumbling is. I even confessed to God that to cut this out of my life will be like losing a close relative. I know warped, right?
I kept thinking all of the nitpicking & fighting that my kids do has got to stop...and it does...but yesterday and today, I came face to face with how I am the root of this whole issue. My grumbling, my ranting, my negativity paints a picture for my family that they mold themselves into. And while I may be completely justified in most of my criticism, it makes everyone else in our family look through lenses of doubt, criticism and negativity...and that is not how God wants us to live.
So this was the revelation for today and why I believe Holy Spirit has brought me to the final crossroads on this issue. From this point forward, I cannot deny the Truth, I cannot pretend I do not know. No...today, I have to choose to walk in the Light of His Truth or stand in direct disobedience to Him (yes, sin!). And as I fervently prayed this morning, "Lord, I want to be a doer of the Word...not just a hearer. Give me a teachable spirit because I don't want to continue living this way."
In Jesus Calling, I read: "You have been on a long, uphill journey, and your energy is almost spent. Though you have faltered at times, you have not let go of My hand. I am pleased with your desire to stay close to Me. There is one thing, however, that displeases Me: your tendency to complain. You may talk to Me as much as you like about the difficulty of the path we are following. I understand better than anyone else the stresses and strains that have afflicted you. You can ventilate safely to Me, because talking with Me tempers your thoughts and helps you see things from My perspective.
Complaining to others is another matter altogether. It opens the door to deadly sins such as self-pity and rage. Whenever you are tempted to grumble, come to Me and talk it out. As you open up to Me, I will put My thoughts in your mind and My song in your heart." (I've underlined the portions that hit me square between the eyes.)
Yes...I do want to have His thoughts in my mind and His song in my heart! And I want my kids to quit grumbling...so it has to start with me, right? Right!
Just so neither I, nor anyone else can say that the passage above is merely a woman's rambling thoughts, I love that the author puts Scripture references on each page. Today's were exactly the ones with which I needed to be confronted. Jeremiah 31:25 "For I satisfy the weary ones and refresh everyone who languishes." and Philippians 2:14-15 "Do all things without grumbling or disputing; so that you will prove yourselves to be blameless and innocent, children of God above reproach in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you appear as lights in the world."
In my Bible, the Jeremiah passage has a cross reference to Jeremiah 31:12-14 which says God's bounty will make me radiant, my soul will have abundance and I can be satisfied with God's goodness. So each day, as I'm looking at what we have (or don't have), I need to talk to God about my concerns, frustrations, etc. and He "tempers your thoughts and helps you see things from My perspective." (Jesus Calling) From God's perspective, I have enough for today. Amen!
The Philippians passage had a cross reference to 1 Corinthians 10:10 which is referring to the Israelites and how their grumbling caused the destroyer to destroy them. Yikes! There have been days recently when I feel like our family is being destroyed by the grumbling and complaining. And where have they learned it? Who has set the standard? Yep...it's me!
And a direct reference to being a child of God is Ephesians 5:1, "Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children..." To imitate God and demonstrate myself as His child means to give up the grumbling right? Of course! What is the result? “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden; 15 nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. 16 Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven. (Matthew 5:14-16)
There it is. I've even experienced recently the pure shock at being confronted with another critical person at my tax prep classes. I came away from that experience realizing just how much God has changed me already. But now it's time to go even deeper...so that the ones who know me best and see me the most recognize the difference of the Holy Spirit in my life...particularly in the area of grumbling and complaining.
Now our church is all about making yourself accountable to someone when there's an area in your life where you want to grow and change. So today, I sat down with the four people who know me best and know my worst. These four have put up with a lot from me over the course of their young lives...and yet, they love me still. So who better to hold me accountable than my kids.
I realize I've set myself up to be corrected by my children...and I've asked them to do it in a kind, loving way...but even if they harshly reprimand me when I grumble, I pray that as I'm humbled by the reminder, I will remain thankful to a God who knows my every flaw and yet doesn't grumble against me. I pray that as Holy Spirit changes me, my children will sense the change and the prevailing attitude of criticism to each other is healed. But most of all, I just pray that I become such a good imitator of God that no one doubts I am His child.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
"Forks Over Knives"
A friend recently recommended this documentary to me, it is currently on instant streaming at Netflix, so I watched it. Interestingly enough, I've seen Dr. Caldwell Esselstyn in another documentary entitled, Dying to Have Known.
Dr. Esselstyn (after a quick Imdb.com search) has apparently appeared in six documentaries total and I hope his message is getting out...eating an almost entirely plant-based diet will cure most of the medical maladies that are currently at epidemic proportions in Western society. That's right...diabetes, cancer, heart disease, high blood pressure, immune deficiency diseases, allergies, asthma, fibromyalgia, migraines...even diseases we're told are "hopeless"...multiple sclerosis, AIDS and I'm going to say it again, cancer...CAN be radically improved, reversed or even downright healed just by eating a diet that is mostly (90% or more!) plant-based.
I know, I know...we've all heard the argument that we need protein. But who started that argument? Could it have been the American Dairy Association or the Beef Industry? Yes, your body needs protein. But if you follow this site, you know that I'm a Jesus follower and over many years, God has been refining me..trying to get me back to the person He first created me to be. This applies to how I do church, raise my kids, what I do with my schedule, spend my money and yes...how I eat.
Just look at Genesis, the very first book of the Bible. Adam and Eve were herbivores. No animal was ever killed until sin entered the world. The human body was created to be vegetarian (or I'll submit maybe even vegan!). I find it ironic, that while evolutionists will pound their fists and say we evolved from apes, no one ever draws the correlation that if that were true why don't we eat like them? I mean, no matter what you believe about Creation, Intelligent Design or Evolution, you have to admit that the scientific data shows that our closest "relative" in the mammal kingdom...the ones that our DNA shares the most commonalities with...is primates.
Do I believe that we evolved from monkeys? Absolutely not! Do I believe there are similarities in our features, design, body structure, etc.? Yes. Now, don't come away from this thinking that I'm saying we've evolved from monkeys. Got it? Good! What I tell my kids very often though is that the only difference between us and the animal kingdom is that God gave us the ability to stop and think. We don't just have to react to external stimuli. So...let's apply this here.
God designed my body to be very similar to a primate's. What does a primate eat? You guessed it...plants. Now, do I have to act like a primate and simply react to external stimuli? No. So when I see a Taco Bell commercial at 11 p.m., do I have to run out an get a Big, Beefy, Cheesy "whatever" they're selling? No. Better yet...I should probably just not have the TV on that late anyway. [But that's a whole different post!] You know, ad agencies don't hire the best and brightest just to sit around and look pretty. Advertisers are very smart though. Just stop and think about that one.
So next time you eat, are you going to pick up your knife or your fork...or better yet, start off with a glass...a glass of fresh squeezed juice. Go back and read the posts for The Beautiful Truth or Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead and start feeding your body what it's always been craving to begin with...fresh fruits, vegetables, nuts/seeds and whole grains. You were not meant to feel lousy all the time. If we're truly 'stripping down to run the race', we can't do it in our own strength. Every part of our lives should be laid out for God to show us how He wants us to refine it...eating is just one more area to turn over to Him!
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Tuesday, October 4, 2011
The Beautiful Truth
I rewatched this movie over the last two days and was reminded yet again of why I so fervently believe that God created our bodies with the capacity to heal themselves...when we are fueled by the right foods. I first saw this documentary on Netflix over a year ago and the information in it has changed my health forever.
This film specifically focuses on the Gerson Therapy...a health regimen that I have researched in depth and follow loosely. No, I'm not the perfect example of a person healed by the Gerson Therapy because I haven't followed it exactly. But then again, I wasn't trying to heal myself of cancer, fibromyalgia, diabetes, high blood pressure, muscular dystrophy, migraines or any number of the other diseases that have been cured by the Gerson Therapy. Yes, that's right...I am saying there are hundreds, possibly thousands of people that have been cured of debilitating, life-threatening diseases by following the health therapy that Dr. Max Gerson created in the 1930's.
The Gerson Institute does have a website with lots of information. I have also purchased and read just one of the many books documenting this amazing therapy.
But if you just want a brief overview, watch The Beautiful Truth on http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/ which has been my favorite website for the last few months. [My children will tell you their Mom does love documentaries!] The Gerson Miracle is another documentary about this therapy, but I didn't think it was quite as good. There is very similar info, the quality of the film just wasn't as good.[You can go the http://www.gerson.org/, donate $5 and watch The Gerson Miracle there.] I've also seen Charlotte Gerson, daughter of Dr. Max Gerson who carries on his work to this day in her 80's, in the documentary Food Matters.
What I like best about The Beautiful Truth is that it's easy to understand and written from the perspective of a father and his teenage son who is researching the Dr. Gerson for a home school project. Garrett, the film maker's son, puts a human face on what otherwise could be very dry information.
If you watch the documentary, some of the claims may seem outlandish or unbelievable...and some of the parts of the therapy may turn you off...but before you completely turn it down...talk to me. Let me tell you my story, (which is not posted here because it might make some squeamish!) and then you can decide if The Gerson Therapy can help you with whatever your health concerns may be.
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Monday, October 3, 2011
Okay...Now He's Just Showing Off...
and I'm pretty excited that He's choosing to bless us as He's doing it! I kid you not, God is just cracking me up at the way that He's pre-empting my ability to even bring a desire to Him. So here's what happened:
For about a year or so, our family room couch, which was actually just a futon we'd had in the basement previously, and our recliner have been slowly falling apart. I'd posted previously about a blessing God gave us and we'd considered purchasing a sectional couch with it. But other more pressing expenses prevailed, and we were continuing to use the futon and recliner. I knew that at some point, we'd be able to replace them...probably with our next tax check.
Then just this past Friday, the thought occurred to me, "Well...only a few more months until we get our tax check and then we can hopefully get a new couch." I hadn't actually prayed for this and just assumed tax money would be the way we'd get new furniture.
Now here comes the part where God just decided to show off! We go over to our friends' house on Saturday night. At some point during the evening, our friend basically says, 'I work with a lady that has a sectional sofa she wants to get rid of. She asked if I knew anyone that could use it. It's free if you come pick it up.' Isn't God funny? Our friend even took some time out of his afternoon to help Dale pick it up and deliver it to our home. That's a pretty sweet deal!
So here's what I think I need to learn from this...I guess I should know by now that these "thoughts" aren't random. When ideas about needs and wants come up...I seriously need to quit glossing over them and setting them aside and thinking it's just my mind wondering all over the place. I need to immediately start asking God, "Is this desire from You? Do I need to ask You for this? Do I even need it? Or can it wait until Your timing?" Because what I'm realizing is that when I just push these "random thoughts" aside, when God provides for, I am failing to recognize in the moment that He is blessing us. In turn, I fail to give Him immediate praise for what He is done. In this case it took a few days to soak in.
Everyday, as I surrender my thoughts, my will, my way, my life to Him and ask Him to fill me to overflowing with His Holy Spirit, Beth Moore says, 'You can begin to trust your thoughts....' because they are His. Even though, it may sound impossible, He can direct your heart and your thoughts so that His desires become yours. I guess this time He desired for us to have a "new-to-us" sectional so we can save the tax money for something else! You know...right here in this moment...I kinda hope it's so we'll have the blessing of meeting someone else's desire before they even ask. That would just be way cool!
For about a year or so, our family room couch, which was actually just a futon we'd had in the basement previously, and our recliner have been slowly falling apart. I'd posted previously about a blessing God gave us and we'd considered purchasing a sectional couch with it. But other more pressing expenses prevailed, and we were continuing to use the futon and recliner. I knew that at some point, we'd be able to replace them...probably with our next tax check.
Then just this past Friday, the thought occurred to me, "Well...only a few more months until we get our tax check and then we can hopefully get a new couch." I hadn't actually prayed for this and just assumed tax money would be the way we'd get new furniture.
Now here comes the part where God just decided to show off! We go over to our friends' house on Saturday night. At some point during the evening, our friend basically says, 'I work with a lady that has a sectional sofa she wants to get rid of. She asked if I knew anyone that could use it. It's free if you come pick it up.' Isn't God funny? Our friend even took some time out of his afternoon to help Dale pick it up and deliver it to our home. That's a pretty sweet deal!
So here's what I think I need to learn from this...I guess I should know by now that these "thoughts" aren't random. When ideas about needs and wants come up...I seriously need to quit glossing over them and setting them aside and thinking it's just my mind wondering all over the place. I need to immediately start asking God, "Is this desire from You? Do I need to ask You for this? Do I even need it? Or can it wait until Your timing?" Because what I'm realizing is that when I just push these "random thoughts" aside, when God provides for, I am failing to recognize in the moment that He is blessing us. In turn, I fail to give Him immediate praise for what He is done. In this case it took a few days to soak in.
Everyday, as I surrender my thoughts, my will, my way, my life to Him and ask Him to fill me to overflowing with His Holy Spirit, Beth Moore says, 'You can begin to trust your thoughts....' because they are His. Even though, it may sound impossible, He can direct your heart and your thoughts so that His desires become yours. I guess this time He desired for us to have a "new-to-us" sectional so we can save the tax money for something else! You know...right here in this moment...I kinda hope it's so we'll have the blessing of meeting someone else's desire before they even ask. That would just be way cool!
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